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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
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HappY Teachers' DAy...
Toda when back to my secondary sch with zhen wei n amelia..really rememeber all the sweet memory we have in secondary loz.. valerie even perform some nice show showing how our DM always scold ppl... whahaha... damm funny la...! really make my day loz... we also walk around the sch.. thinking back about times we have in NPCC... times when we kanna scolded... n not forgeting sharing some interesting character we have in sch... hahahaha...! not bad right....after so long neber meet still able to sit down n chit chat... hahaha...
oh ya... my secondary sch book shop auntie hor.. really very funny sia... yesterda when i go back.. she suddenyl call me to come over... when i go over she say ' wow! u thin liao sia'.... i was like so happy la.. suddenly here comes another sentense ' last time u very fat '... my god... should i be happy or not happy sia...! hahaha....
LittlePrincessJuan 3:20 PM
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
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Long Long Tok Agian
oo... yesterda night have a long long chat with ginnie and greg sia... tok n tok n tok... for like about 5 hour loz... hehehe.. pro right...hehhee... agian some history of this person n listen to how guai greg can be la... whahaha... worse still greg mention tat i look more bad then ginnie...*sob*.. nvm la... since ginnie is my Honey... i will take it.. let her look like a guai guai ger for jus ONCE.. hahaha....! and also tok about ppl in S&w netball loz... got to miss them liao sia.. thurs last lesson.. Arh... will sure miss u all like hell...!
LittlePrincessJuan 12:16 PM
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MemOry Are ALwayS the SweetesT...
This pic ar... spend alot of time doing it.. but in the end too big... so cannot post in friendster sia... so have to post here loz.. but nvm... anyway i simply love my friend in poly.. the are the most good gift that god ever give to me.... muacks... luv them most...
LittlePrincessJuan 12:16 AM
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Monday, August 29, 2005
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ProjEct Day...
When back to sch to do project.... haiz... actually neber do much due to lack of material... so sianz.. but worse thing is not this... worse thing is one of the member in my team.. haiz.. ask them come back on thurs to complete the project.. make it easy for everyone... but she complaint this n that... come on la...! is OUR project... all i want her to do is to come back n see if we can do anything a not... in the end like this... sianz..! okie loz... since like this i always angry loz.. ask her don need to come back liao.. thnk like this it will be better for HER loz... i am trying so hard to get thing right.. yet we have this kind of people who don wanna help... don wanna pei he each other....So too bad loz.... amanda , junying we have to work hard for this project... just learn from wat mr yang say loz... be more kind... wat to do...*cry* *stress*...
Somemore exam coming liao... so many thing haven do yet.... i really got nothing to say liao sia...haiz..! who can help me...
LittlePrincessJuan 6:19 PM
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
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LoOk ThinGs At DiFFerEnt Way!
My god... i cannot believe it loz... start to think tat certain thing have to look in different way loz.. don know y suddenyl got his strong feeling loz.. maybe i have learn to let go of things n take things easy... as not all things i can control it ... or i should say no all things is within my control..hahaha... well.. learn more again from this thing... a forever frenz is always better...
Good Good... hope i will be more clever the next time....all the best!
See this sentence in kenneth blog... really nice....!
Every star represents the "special feeling" that lovers have for each other... When love are broken, the stars cried and dipped from the sky..We call them shooting stars..
LittlePrincessJuan 8:46 AM
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Long Chat...
Wow... have a long chat of about 4hr with ginnie until 3am plus loz... talk about alot of things.. some dramma relationship.. really make me quite happy loz.. i mean as in i feel happy as the process of a realtionship is always so sweet n lovely... *smile*Actually also tok about some secondary sch life thing loz... think back the past is always so stupid. some thing can be prevent yet i neber do my part. some thing ppl don treaure yet i treasure like siao.. but all has pass so long already. i will only rememeber the most sweet part as u all are the one who company through my secondary sch life. the one who help me when i was down... tks for being there...
Poly life to me is a totally new start... learn alot of things n make quite anumber of true frenz who can really click n tok... EXam coming... feeling abit stress...! hope i can do well... pray hard.. work hard...
LittlePrincessJuan 1:45 AM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
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RegeRt .. RegeRt....RegeRt...
haiz.. regert to let u know so much.. or should i say at the 1st place i should not know so much loz... i really don wan to see u all so sad... seeing u all so sad really make my heart sink to the most deep loz... seeing my frenz so sad , and i am the cause of it... y ? y ? y ?... i really don know la.. i am sad now loz...! so many probelm... so many thing... i really cannot handle lo... i mean i myself cannot handle my own probelm well.. i hope to help u all... but i end up seeing the both side of life.. the Sad part... the saddest part... n the most sad partdon force me anymore... i am not going to give any comment on anything liao...
u all do nothing but make me sad... i care.. i don wish to give u all empty hope...! Arh...
LittlePrincessJuan 5:15 AM
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Thursday, August 25, 2005
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I FeEL as BaD InsiDe As U aLL...
haiz... really down yesterda loz.....Stella i understand how u feel inside ...but i feel as bad as inside as u.. seeing u sad don make me happy also... so stella u must really work hard to let go of things which is not worth u to wait loz...there is really better things out there for u to do n decide de... he is not your everything in your life... treat him as a learnign process u have... cos from this u learn more.. cos u discover something.. actually your frenz is always near u.....
Alot of things have happen recently... it make me don know how to handle it.. really hope to have someone to tok to... but i think i will keep this in my ("V")...cos i think there is ppl who is more down then me...
send my project out to so many ppl.. for example AMANDA.... hope it will really help u all.. jia you for toda presentation loz....hehehe... Don worry JUN YING... i am down but i am still able to take it...
LittlePrincessJuan 7:11 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
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SnaP ShoT
Toda Take Some Cute pic with my classmate loz.. hahaha... this is the most cute de that we take.. poor terence is being chop by me.. whahaha...
So Cute of him to act with me and jun ying and sam.. hehehe... guess this pic indeed bring some laughter.. hope everyone will be happy to see this....
at least it make me smile abit...haiz.. think i cannot make my self feel so sad sometime.. i have to think in a postive way n let no thing affect my life... miss ya...
LittlePrincessJuan 9:41 AM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
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*.*. Finally.*.*
my god... finally can see my blog loz... my whole blog cannot be see this whole afternnon loz... keep say wat is being block or wat... my god.. touching when i see it appear again....hehehe.... finally finish my msv project.... phew...! yesh....less worry now.. hehe
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Monday, August 22, 2005
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THe MAid...
Yesh! finally get to watch The maid liao..oh my god... is so scary la.. i also get scare through out the show... haiz yoyo... not tat bad.. at least get to watch s'pore 1st ghost movie.. hehee... but it really scare me through out loz... those BOng Bong sound... those Arh Arh screaming.... hahaha... watch with someone who is equally scare at me... still dare to di siao me during the show sia... but really enjoy the show.. hahaha...
LittlePrincessJuan 6:58 AM
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Arh... Wat am i thinking about...
My god...! what i am thinking about?i think i have being think too much liao la... forcing myself to try make things as normal... trying to thinks all things as normal... no way for new thing to come into my mind... all this is affecting me so much... nono! things cannot work this way for me...nvm.. HELP...HELP...HELP...i think i will follow like a song the singer wand fei sing ...NI KUI LE,SHOU YI WO KUI LE
Toda finish my IT test... Erm.. hahaha... actually not a diffcult test la.. cos amanda , junying,zi juan is clever... hahaha... the test damm funny la.. we have to ask ppl to praise us b4 we teach them... all thanks to amanda who come up with this idea...! hehhee... but sad thing is i think i miss out abit loz... wat sia.. not enough time... *cry*...
LittlePrincessJuan 2:30 AM
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Friday, August 19, 2005
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SaD DaY....
haiz... if everyone has his or her tong hua.. then where is mine? If i am a cheerful person infront on everyone will anyone know how i really feel deep inside me..? i'm not sure the way u do things is cos u are always like this or is it that u have another thinking.. i know who am i.. i know wat i can do.. but i don know u.. haiz.. so thankful that i have Stella to tok to me when my mood is at the lowest point... the only thing i neber regret in entering poly is my frenz.. especially those REB ppl i know... n U...haha....
btw... tks to my cute fren for all the the hard work u have put in for my blog....
LittlePrincessJuan 7:01 PM
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
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HappY...TireD... MesSy...
Quite Happy... finally finish my cats project.. with 3 of my team ppl.. so fun during the presenataion.. all our hard work put in is like so worth it loz... cos everyone has been working so hard... n now ... finally.. completed.... touching right....So tired toda... don know y sia.. when playing netball toda like very tired leh...cannot make myself have the mood to play sia... something is wrong with me again... haiz ... how la... how sia.. like this cannot... i don wan it to happen like tat... but think i will miss S&w very soon.. 2more lesson n we will be like ending it liao... haiz... hope we can always be together n play... but hao hua bu chang kai.. hao jin bu chang zai....
i hope i am not thinking too much.. i hope i could think like wat i usually think like... i really hope nothing u do will affect me... haiz.. who will wake me up.. wake me up from my dream.. i hope everything is like a dream when i wake up it wil be like normal...
LittlePrincessJuan 5:42 AM
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005
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*-*-Sad + Suay -*-*
haiz... so suayearly in the morning my slipper spoilt.. somemore spoilt in sch sia... thinking nobody is more sauy then me loz.. haiz ... lucky got amanda & roy (AP) to comany me at the atrium loz.. haiz yoyoy... suay suay suay... early in the morning meet with this kind of shit... think must go buy 4D liao la... haiz... haiz...
kinna feel sad also... cos of something.. again tat thing pop out in my mind again n again... again n again... y must things goes this way... i jus feel different... haiz .. haiz... how how? really don knwo how to put it to words sia.. maybe this is how life is ba.. not everyday is smooth.. but to me.. having this problem is a blessing but also a not a blessing loz.. cos it simply affect me too much....
nobody to tell to..
n don know how to put it in words...
C.U.T.M.T.S.W.U.T.M.O.S.....
LittlePrincessJuan 6:55 PM
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Monday, August 15, 2005
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Sianz... sianz...
So sianz toda.. nothing to do.. go home after class..something is in my mind which i don know how to solve it sia.. really wanna find someone who i can trust to share it... but i just don know who to tell... keep running in my mind.. have to keep do project to make myself busy and stop thinking about it... something is really wrong with me... how? how? this is really the 1st time in my life i have this strong feeling tat something is wrong with me .. wothout knowing wat goes wrong... i am scare... i am worry... i scare it end up to be nothing but only i think too much...
D.L.M.W.F.N
stop trying to decode my code la.. since u know is code tat mean is not easily find out loz...
LittlePrincessJuan 4:25 AM
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
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Thanks Xm,Vina,Ken
thank for the things u give me.. i love it alot... got time sure will go ping the puzzle together n hang in my room de... hehehe... when to play pool with u all.. really a long long time i neber play alreay.. normally i jus watch ppl play de... so u all are really lucky to see me play loz.. but i neber play well also la... *shy* *shy*...hehehe....Vina jia you o.. i support u all the way.. get some sleep loz.. don bother about some irrating ppl loz.. no point de.. Xm and ken also got to jia your for your exam o...
D.T.M.S.G
I.A.A.T.I.W.F.I.L.W.U
First time tat i feel this tat hard....haiz...
who understand me...?
LittlePrincessJuan 8:11 AM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
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HanD Pain
Ouch... hand pain like hell now... cannot lift it up at all... *cry*don know y suddenyl feel so down leh... cannot smile like tat... think something is bothering me ba.. but jus don know how to put it in words.. don know how to say it out... just some feeling ba... haiz.. maybe till the day when i discover tat i can say it out ... but when will it be?
feel quite lonely also...
but one thing tat i must say.. i thank everyone who can rememebr my birthday... u all brighten my day from the each sms u all send me.. the words u all tell me.. i love all the things u all give to me.. it will company me through all the years i have... Love all of u all....
Arh.. i wan to slim down la...
E.u.w.w.t.d.c.w.u.f.u.w.i.f
LittlePrincessJuan 8:07 PM
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4houRs Of NeTbaLL
4hour of netball toda sia.. play in the morning all the way from 8am till 10am... Erm.. not a bad game .. at least we win loz.. so happy tat we win sia.. is like suddenly build up our condfient alot.. in the afternoon kanna divide into 4 group loz... quite lucky to be in my team , all of them are not bad player sia.. all can run n play... but last game really make me very tired sia... play GA have to defense the gregory.. he run so fast loz.. make me run about...but it is indeed a nice game loz...i.h.o.d.u.w.l.m.
i.r.t.i.h.f.i.l.w.u
LittlePrincessJuan 7:49 AM
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
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Count Down...
Yoz.. my 18 birthday coming soon.. but so sad.. friday have lesson all the way from 8am to 6pm.. so sianz loz.. ppl birthday come this kind of stupid exam...haiz.. have to study leh.. wat a sad thing for me.. cry cry.. but nvm loz... i think is a normal day loz.. Erm.. or should i say i jus another day for me.. cos is alone... so don make any different to me at all de loz...
if there is love in this world.. will i get it some how?
miracle ?
maybe?
LittlePrincessJuan 7:36 AM
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
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HapPy NaTionaL DaY...
National day do nothing but stay at home watch show and VCd loz.. hahaha.. got ppl acompany me sia.... so happy loz... watch VCd until quite late sia.. at is at midnight watch the ghost show.. so scary... Stupid dennis still force me to open my eyes and watch loz.. so bad of him sia...! next time i make sure i will scare him de loz...hahaha... but it is really a nice day for me loz.. at least keep me abit busy and relax loz...must thanks him for treating me dinner also la... hahaha... but also pai sei tat he treat me...I.T.I.H.F.I.L.W.U... D.Y.F,T.S.W.A.M....
(secert code which answer to all my feeling)
LittlePrincessJuan 5:00 PM
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Friday, August 05, 2005
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NicE Movie...
Wow... have a nice movie out toda sia...watch the wedding crasher... indeed a nice movie loz.. laught through out the 2hr whole show sia... although sit until backside pain but the movie is nice loz.. hahaha... All thanks to dennis who intro me the movie.. hahahanext movie going to watch the maid.... hahaha.. who wanna join me??
something unhappy happen also lo.. i sms a person from 1pm till now the person don even bother to reply me.. haiz.. if i one day i really have important thing... i think i will have die by now... spoilt my day onli.. sianz... if u expect ppl to reply u fast y are u doing thing? u know is damm rude?
but never mind... will not let u spoilt my day de.....
LittlePrincessJuan 9:16 AM
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
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My TirEd S&w GamE ...
A long long day for S&w...Very Tired sia.. leg very pain .. jump around like ah siao... hehehe.. finally got chance to play other postion liao.. yesh! Play Gd.. Erm.. not tat bad.. quite enjoy loz.. hehe.... next thurs going to play with the morning session ppl loz.. hope it will come soon sia... hehehe...
LittlePrincessJuan 5:16 AM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
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NeTBaLL MaTch....
toda wait for the netball game to start until very late loz... we lose for the 1st and 2nd round.. quite bad loz.. cos the opponent very strong.. but i think we did our best liao loz... everyone have put in quite big effort to do it...But things change when it come to the 3rd round loz.. everyone work very hard for it... enjoy it.. play very well.. and we win... we even trash them lo... hehe.. so happy le.. think this is the best game tat i have ever play... well done leh... so happy... but one thing is our team a bit unlucky loz.. wait very long... so sianz... hehehe.. Thank for all the effort put in loz.. hehe...
Now having a headace sia... feel so uncomfortable...
LittlePrincessJuan 6:55 AM
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