Broken Into Pieces....!

Move House

2007-08-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

Have Move From Blogger to :
http://worldwithjuan.wordpress.com/

2007-08-10T05:29:00.001-07:00

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Finally picture...

2007-08-09T05:48:00.001-07:00

Picture taken at clake Quay...!

With JAce , me , Woan , ber.... This is the ballon i mention that stella make me walk with the whole day in town... hahaha.. so nice... currently nicely being a decro in my room...

Who i am missing everyda if i am at attachment ???

already predict it when i am in party world...!

Special thanks to The 3 of them for everything...

1st time in party world that i don evene feel bored...

hahaha..!

Here come the jacket deardear buy...!

never have this brand of jacket...like the design , colour and everything.... still got one earring but is on my ear now..

More pic to be post up when i am free...

not having sch for the whole week although is still LESSON WEEK.... lesson is being cancel , though maybe i could start my study early by staying at home to read through the notes and stuff... but it seems so hard to get into my head...! Starting with my BRF... but i keep my notes when i am only at tips 3..!!! still got 7 more tips to go..!! Study mood.. pls come to zijuan now!!

Aug9 07.. singapore birthday...! but i have no interest in NDP parade..! all TV show is being occupy by NDP.. all i can do is to jus SLEEP..! feel like a pig more as day pass by...! Arh...!! somehow miss deardear now..! how good is he to have by my side now right.. so i can tickle him and bully him .. and give him the most pity look when he want to fight back... haha...! love posting with picture... See...! is thr 3rd post of the day..!!

Story of a pig

2007-08-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

The piggy that stay in deardear house...!

This is the 1st picture that i taken for it when i am on my way back home...

As day pass by...! Piggy turn into...

A dirty pig...! suffering from dust n dirt on his table...

he did not discover that it is dirty unitl i say so...( blur boi)

Decide that piggy need help...!

so nice girl like me bring it home....

Tatata..!

here is the cute piggy after wash ...

Now it has go back to deardear house...!

Birthday Celebration

2007-08-08T22:27:00.000-07:00

2nd birthday celebration

it was with deardear on tuesday (07-08-07) , pre celebration as dear have to work on my birthday... Went town to eat Dim sum at dong hai.. quite nice food... think with the rate that me and him is eating.. n the GOOD food he bring me ... my mouth will become very choosy one day... and i will grow FATTER..!! hahaha.... Don really have the mood to shop around... jus for no reason... have nothing that i wanted to buy...

Thanks dear for the jacket and earring.. ! very nice.. hahaha....

3rd Celebration

With stella, gin , amanda on wednesday( 08-08-07).... Stella was weird.. she keep sms n ask me where i am.. ask me reach liao have to call her... she even ask me go party world with only me and her... ! but when i go down quite surpise to see gin and amanda... i say quite becasue i know stella was up to something weird.. but did not really expect she ask amanda n gin out.. hehe...! we have fun singing and joke around in party world.. follow by gossip session at long john silver.. hehe..!

Thanks stella for that ballon... make me walk around with a big ballon
Thanks amanda n ginnie for the cake and time spend..! hehe...

* Blogger is giving problem posting pic...! y like this???

1st Birthday Celebration

2007-08-05T09:09:00.000-07:00

Have my first birthday celebration with Ber,Shan , Zhihui and Woan ....

Have our dinner at clake quay " RiverSide indonsia resurtant "... Quite nice dinner but also quite expensive .. Have to thanks them for giving me such nice treat.. hehehe...! After dinner walk around Central the new mall near there.. Woan and ber buy me a LipGross as a birthday gift... hehe... PRoceed to "More then words" and we 3 have our crazy shopping there.. shopping for bear... ber ,woan buy one to put in their office while i buy one to put at dear house.. guess sonner or later his house will be occupy by my bear land.. hahaha....

Went to the place where shan work to spend of the night.. nice place.. can hear people sing and play with Disc.... and Also cut my first cake of the year.. hehe... very nice of them to even bring in a cake.. at least this is the first time ever i have REAL song with snging and cake ... hehe.. they are jus so nice...!

* pic to be post up soon*

BIT

2007-08-02T03:59:00.000-07:00

Finally Bit Test is over...!! Which mean i am very sure that i will not repeat this module now.. haha..!! Currently still have REI Report and BQC Project hanging there to be handed in ASAP..! great thing is next monday to thurs there will be no school...! hahaha...Hopefully i can hand everything in to stella by thurs so she can help me submit it on tuesday and i don need to return to school...

Exam is coming... time to start planning how i should study for my 4 last module.. cos study unitl this stage i really don wish that i would fail... of cos hoping that i will not get a C... maybe at least a B for every module ba..!! hehe.. praying hard...

Presenting to you the Gift that i buy for dear birthday...

Firsttearsdropforu

DearDear 21st birthday

2007-08-01T01:40:00.000-07:00

It was dear birthday finally...!!!

Finally can pass to him the card that i have prepare for him like 2 or 3 week ago.. but have to hide behind the fish tank jus in case this smart boy happen to see it when he is in my room...

The day start off by having our lunch at Crystal jade dining..! Nice food i can say.. but it is quite expensive... but since it was his birthday... he should reward himself with good food also.. haha...!

Picture taken during lunch

After lunch travel down t sentosa.... Really have to thanks stella for taking the effort to go with us so that it would be easier for us to take pic.. Of cos i am not making use of her.. i also wish she could join in our fun too..!! haha.....Walking around Vivo to search for the sentosa Express..! Great experience as it is the 3 of us 1st time taking.. but it is jus another form of MRT only.. !! Sentosa was weird .. is a day full of kids voice and india tour around us..!! but Fun is of cos there...

Underwater world..( how nice is it to have both the person u love most in one pic)

ME and him... like this pic..!
Inside underwater world..!!
Dolphin LAgoon..!

Stella left us at 5plus or else trex is going to scream...! So me n dear went to search for the song of the sea...! Hmm.. ticket is at $6... but the effect and experience there is worth the price.. with the water and light ... so NICE... one bad thing is the so call "story" does not really have Great story line...! Headed to vivo to have our dinner while waiting for dear friend to finish work... by then i am feeling a suddenyl headace in my head , guess is due to the Hot weather and no water in my body ba.... it take awhile for me to feel better all becasue of dear and friend who joke through out the mahjong session..! haha... so happy..!

Great to hear that dear enjoy too..!! at least is the 1st birthdya celebration we have together... and also his Relax day after so long...

Message for u :

I am really happy to see u so concern for me when u know i am not feeling well... lending me your shoulder and forcing me to drink water n more water..! although your birthday is already over.. but no worry... Everyday would be happy for me as long as u are around me...!

the birthday gift

2007-07-29T03:52:00.000-07:00

Yesh..! finally got my first birthday gift for the year... From my parent... haha...! althouhg my birthday is like still 2 week away.. but then still happy to recieve this early birthday gift...

Sort of wasted my sat ... Whole day spend at this semi-detech house... n travelling around.. great that half of the day was company by deardear.. if not i guess i will be rotting like mad already..! Sunday was not even better by abit.. sort of spending my day sleeping , studying my BIT quizz cos i will not have time on tueday for that and also watching tv..! Haix..!!! Wat a weekend man..!!

Counting down to dearest boy birthday.. jus in another 2 day time... 1st time i spend his birthday with him... ! hoping that he will enjoy his birthday this year.. a least is a special one before i graduate and both of us will be working and working ... no more time for that...!!

Chioing for my BIT TEST...! it look not important to the module.. but i still don wish to FAIL

The complete work

2007-07-25T22:24:00.001-07:00

Remember i went laos in March this year ?? it was a trip that we went to build library...!

This is what it use to look like , There is nothing there.. each n every brick at the side is waiting for us to lay..!

This is where we stop..... before we leave and come back to singapore...! Leaving behind other process for other to countine...!

Here is the complete work we have...!
Behind the library is alot of peple hard work...!

Late but not feeling sorry

2007-07-25T05:28:00.000-07:00

Since young , parent and sch teacher has teach has the important of being puntucal when meeting other people . and whenever we are late back in sec sch and in pri sch we will be punish .. but why some people just don't seem to know the important of being early or is it when we grow old we forget the word " SORRY"??

we have waited for " somone" for like 30plus min...give her a call.. and she say she is on her way back... when she reach she still can sort of blame us for calling her n rushing her when she is late.. n i meet her like 2 day before hand.. so in another words she should have prepare herslf long ago...! we have lesson at 11am... she is late.. n yes the meeting goes for only 10min... but have she wonder that we also need time to eat.. actually is okie for being abit late... we know ttat the " somone" could be busy... but can that "someone" don say things like

" see...! only 10min.. y are u all rushing me"
" i also have lesson at 11am.. not only u all "

Pls at least feel abit sorry tat u have make others wait while u are busy....! even if u don say sorry jus keep quiet...! we never even say a word at your stupid lateness..! is not becasue you are of a higer rank thats y we never fight back.. is because we have NO TIME TO WASTE..!

He is sick

2007-07-23T01:07:00.000-07:00

It was his working day... but yet he never go to work as he is SICK....

having a fever , cough the night before he sleep at my house and it got worse in the morning... accompany him to go and see a doctor and went to his house to see him sleep , Well ... to keep myself occupy when he sleep bring my laptop all this to his house to start doing my porject and other work... poor boy sleep all the way from 1pm - 7pm..! 7 hour of waking up and into real deep deep sleep for very long...!pls take goood care of youself... not good to see you so sick... 2nd time to see you fall so sick... !! haiix..!

my hp is playing some big trick on me.. it got stuck half way suddenly and become okie again..! hmm... considering about a new phone.. but not now ..! hehe.. waiting for more good series to come out again...! =)

not forgetting to mention that sat spend time at stella house playing mahjong..! n again stella turn to become a big winner !! with all her blur blur act infront.. n yet she can win..! must really say she is so lucky..! hehe...!

Shopping Trip

2007-07-19T04:33:00.001-07:00

Never have i eat so many sushi in my life before...! a total of 18plates together with stella..! as ususal we joke and eat at the same time.. stella was like laughing all the way and she even almost "vomit" her green tea out...! maybe i jus look too funny to her ba..!

After the heavy lunch... meet amanda who come LATER..! went down to bugis and started our shoppping trip..! yeah!! first time shop with amanda n stella at the same time.. hehe.. nice time shopping around and amanda claim that i look like some mummy who asking their child to try on clothes...! So bad of her..!! finally get the things we want ... happy shopping trip..!

Lastly before i end off let me present to u my lovely silly boy..!! see how greedy is he to hug 2 bear together at one go..! hehe...Look at the dog.. it is the dog that he want me to replace with the bear..!

missing him

2007-07-16T02:43:00.001-07:00

don know what went wrong.. but suddenly i miss him like mad yesterda... so wish to see him yesterda night... my mood start to turn abit weird... knowing that he would be sleeping late if he meet me.. hence don bear to say that i wish to meet him after his work... n when he call n ask if i wanna meet... yes i was happy but again i am worry about him having not enough sleep... but in the end still meet after he ask n ask....just See 2 friend bf of mine gone into army...i somehow feel happy for myself that i skip that part of waiting for him..

mid night 1am... meet him at central as he need to change $$ ... imgaine 2 person standing infront of 4atm machines , from machines to machines trying to draw $360 worth of $10 out.. i think we confirm look damm funny in the camera...! haha... !!! he is such a bully.. he always make me look so silly with him..! haha....

5th month

2007-07-13T09:14:00.000-07:00

BLink Blink.... is the 5th month that we got together...
have being enjoying the time we spend.. every moment is so special to me... every words you say meant so much... haha... love the way you rememeber the time and date and tell me is 32min to the 5th month at 0308am... deep in the heart u should know how much i love you.. how much i treasure u.. how much i wish to spend time with u...

Things will start to be different very soon.. when i start attachment... might not be able to spend as much time with u... but always remember this.. no matter where n when a place in my heart is always for u... ( anyway where i going to attach to is still unknown... so SLOW )

look at this pic below.. " nice hairstyle" done by me after he bath... force him to take a pic... haha.. from a guaiguai boi i turn him into a alien looking hairstyle...! haha

Arh...! i miss shopping so much....
but everytime i walk around i don seems to be able to get things i really want.. but when ever sis or who ever go shopping at the same place they seems to be able to get so much thing..Envy envy.. i am not a great shopper..!!

Boring sch life..

2007-07-12T07:22:00.000-07:00

So wats about school now...! is jus Project after project...! which also means presentation after presentation...! Finally have good thing tat happen for we attachment student.. NO CLASS TML.! quite happy .. think is like ever the holiday i have no days that i could sleep unitl after 10am...

just check the Exam date..:
BRF - 18aug ( Sat)
BMD - 21aug ( Tues)
REI - 22Aug ( Wed)
REF - 24 aug ( Fri)

the dates of exam is quite spread out... but again... when everyone end their exam on tuesday i am still hugging my book to study for 2 more module... n worse still last paper is on friday..! which means suffering start all the way from 13aug - 24 aug..( 2week )..!! i jus hate exam.. can't study be without exam ??

Worse thing come is about this stupid "PPP".. is a thing that everyone must attend if not they are not able to graudate..! as we don have any free slot in our normal weekdays we must come back after exam on the 27aug for it..! how suay can it be when everyone is enjoying and u must drag yourself back to sch to listen to talk from 9am - 4.30pm..!!!

2007-07-10T08:35:00.000-07:00

Decide to change my blogskin..! Time for a new change also...

Credit to kenneth who does not mind having the same blog skin as him..!

Actually this week quite good.. cos lots of lesson is being cancel or even finish..! so is sort of quite relax... Time pass fast... blink blink n now is tuesday already.. have my lesson end early again.. accompany miss lala to bugis to pray.. while waiting for taizi to come to have lunch together... n also deardear who come from home to company me.. somehow or rather he work at 7pm today and finish work at 12am... n is like 5 hr of work... might as well don work right ?? give my dearest boya off day !

something tat deardear for for me when we shop on sunday...! actually quite hard to get this cartoon character product now.. still rememeber when i was young in pri sch.. i LOVE this cartoon character to the max... but now seems like nobody remember this white dog anymore..

Currently on a big mission of doing things..!!!

7july 2007..! - ECP BBQ

2007-07-09T01:55:00.000-07:00

7july 2007..! wat a nice date... with my group of nicest people around for a great gathering a East coast park.. well.. it meant to be a gathering.. and also a pre-celebration for sharon birthday.. meet like afternoon at 3.30pm.. n as usual except xuejing nobody was early... well.. of cos there is some of them who we ask them to come late.. ! start fire at 6pm .. Eat and eat and chit chat session while waiting for ryan , kelvin to come and join us...! Well.. finally Ryan know about me n dear.. he was like super shock that some how the 2 of us get together ...! ans a series of di siao from them ..! nice bbq session i can say.. is like the 1st ever bbq that i enjoy myself so much with not much foos wasted.. so call most successful bbq i ever have ba..! also a great time spend with deardear at east coast park to have some nice talk...!

is really amazing how this friendship actually work... coming from differen sec sch.. different part of singapore.. leading differnet life ( working , studying ) .. totally no link except working in the same company before...! but we are still so close to tok about anything under the sky.. for hours n yet we don feel tired of wat ever is been say...! Endless topic is always within us... i really apperciae this friendship... n is also this friendship tat lead to my love...!

Reach home like 6am in the morning... so so damm tired.. but did not sleep much due to lots od disturbing from Hp , young sis...! haix... is jus so hard to sleep...the whole sunday (8july) me n dear was like sleeping and eating only .. oh ya not forgetting that we play basketball ...!

Dear and me

Juan , Janicia , Sharon

The whole group

Guy : Ryan , Joe

Girls : Xuejing , janicia, yiling, debbie , Serene , Me

The Girls

Something that deardear did....!

More pic : http://romanovajanicia.multiply.com/photos/album/40

currently quite pack with school work.. project seems to be stacking up as day pass by... hoping that all project will be done before date due so we got something to fall back on...! poor silly boy has no off day this week... maybe also good la.. try my best to clear my part on my project...!

for you:

i mean wat i say to u.. this r/s means quite much to me.. hoping tat it last is something tat i always pray for.. knowing how much u mean to me is growing as day pass by... seeing u tired and still wan to company me through till my parent come home late night touch me .. seeing u buying for me n getting happy the cartoon character i like was so sweet... but all i wan from u is jus to be happy... cos your happiness means alot to me.. !

2007-07-05T04:32:00.000-07:00

Seems a few day before i blog again... life was nothing interesting... is nothing but SCH SCH ..! so damm freaking morning to pull youself up ealry in the monring for lecture n tutorial...! Arh.. and when u not know how is it... the date is drawing nearer..! Omg~~

Meet out with sharon on tuesday to discuss on the coming bbq on 07july07...! wat a nice date right ?? hehe... eat with her , shop with her... oh ya..! not forgetting to mention that something happen that almost scare me to death... As my dearest sharon is late.. she offer to carry my laptop for me as a payback... to make herself feel better.. so i got so use to not holding it.. during dinner sharon pass it back to me n i left it on the chair n put the bag over it... when i left .. i forget to bring it with me..!!! n to only discover it when i was like trying some clothes... run back n still i cannot find it...! in the end sharon spotted it on the chair which sort of the same colour as my laptop bag tats y i cannot see it..!

somehow or rather i miss u alot...! maybe becasue of wat happen last night... come to think of it , is jus a nobody fault.. hehe.. so don worry.. actually wat ever u sms me this afternoon have already make me smile alot... always rememeber.. nothing is more then happy to see u smile.. to see u enjoy... iloveyoulots

something i did when i am too free few day ago...

The Days...

2007-07-01T05:07:00.000-07:00

Finally got time to post this blog up after 2 days... Friday finally is Deardear off day and is happen then i end my sch at 12pm... Went Vivo together... actually a nice place to go as it is the 1st place we ever go before we got together.. the so call " 1st date"... anyway have a fun day out walking around vivo.. although never get much things... except that dear got his slipper at CROCS at a real good deal as his friend is workig over there... had our lunch at this hongkong resturant.. the food there was quite nice except that the seasoning is alot.. and the serving is quite heavy...

Deardear has being planning very long to get rid of my dog teddy at home... he has being saying for a month that when he get his pay he will buy me a new teddy... i always though he was joking unitl i got this teddy bear... haha...

New Teddy bear

Dear and Juan with the new bear

Dear with the bear

Me with the bear

Look at his face... this was taken when i claim that i will love the bear more then him... *snap shot*

To comment on my paper... got all my paper back already.... 3 paper score 60plus , 1 score 95 while the other score 88.... Feel most ke xi for my BRF paper.. i score like 66 mark when i got my qns 1 part A wrong... n is a silly mistake where i find out the moment i come to think of it.. but it was too late as the paper has ended..!! Somehow or rather some lecturer think that we student are not ZHI ZU enough.. we ask them where we go wrong in the paper jus to know y we don deserve the full mark.. but they are like trying to say that we are ASKING for more mark.. seriosuly loz... they 1 or 2 mark award does not really matter alot in the 20%... but what we wan to know is SERIOUSLY why n where we goes wrong... since we are the one who take the paper why can't we ask.. n honestly say.. if i deserve the mark i should be awarded... " human make mistake " but if this mistake is causing the other party to suffer.. i think a sincere sorry is needed ... cos after all is a SILLY mistake u have make which cause another party to suffer... n this mistake might be a GRADE different... i jus don know y they can't be like my george yuan... he explain how he mark the paper and also comment on our paper.. he make us feel that what we write are wrong and even give example of what we write is a substract of mark...!

Anyway feel happy for another of 2 close poly mates ... hopefully this xinfu would stay with us forever... for someone who i talk to almost the whole afternoon yesterda when ever i have the chance.. believe in FAITH and youself... ! u have us to support u...

30 june 2007

went to Taizi bbq with stella... where is so call a gathering for him and his friend before he went to army.. actually have quite great food... spend afternoon at stella house and went over to his house in the evening... Meet deardear after his work , stand near the bridge , can;t help but to say i really like the wind there alot... can see quite alot of things there.. people getting drunk and walk swaying left to right... lol....

Ophs.. i hope stella don see this.. if not she should be cursing me right now... well so y i did not take myself instead .. cos with one hand holding the tong another hand could not take picture..

1st day of school

2007-06-25T07:27:00.000-07:00

back to sch again.... really feel like sleeping on the first day already...~ only have like less then 2 month back in school and yet the serious mode is not coming..with project coming up somemore.. omg.. i don wan to complete the project last min... got like 6 more project to be due by end of july..!! feel so shitty..! haix..!! Got back my REI paper... score 60 mark.. to sincerely say i am okie with this result... but jus feel that maybe i could score better it would be better ba.. waiting for other paper to be collected back... my worry for BRF rise again...

sometime i think people jus don act like their age.. n always have those unnecessary comment on other people business.. but when ever u say something 1st think of one thing .. WAT HAS IT CONCERN U... does it even block your way for u to say so... seriously i am not angry or wat ever.. i jus feel that is very unnecessary ..!! and case 2.. people can be afriad to tok to me and friend jus because he scare that the other party will misunderstand.. oh come on...~ if u are scare of this and that fine.. i don wish to tok to u either... so if anything goes wrong.. don come to me n ask me again..! n if the other party really matters more then this friendship between u n us.. then go ahead and don tok to us.. DON ACT LIKE WE CARE...! and if the other party is so call such a big shot to u...next time tok to us infront of his face n he will not sya anything.. since i don have anything that we are guilty about... so why scare??

not gooing to let this stupid ppl spoilt my mood... i have very nice tok with my lala in club house toda... feel happy for many reason... maybe she is right.. ! i am going to share my though with u soon..! haha... deardear... do get over happy to hear anything...! haha... still i love u so much..!

Shopping Day

2007-06-23T07:08:00.001-07:00

Bugis trip with Stella , taizi and deardear toda... as usual i like to cheat stella on alot of things..! she is jus so blur.. but seriosuly she always make my day! haha... meet up to eat lunch at ajisen...! okie la.. actually i always find their serving very BIG and almost cannot finish it... but everything is very big in their meal except that the ice water they give is like a baby cup~~ ..!! Walk around bugis.. ~got 2 of my shoes now.. so i can have 2 shoes to change here n there ...buy a t-shirt also... which printed " i am evil queen" .. stella claim that it suit me alot...! everything was so fine.. went to eat ICE again.. can't help but to remind me of the KIWI dessert where ginnie , me and stella eat before we went laos..! haha.. sometime i wonder girls view on things and guys view on things is like different.. as in when they are seeing a thing the first instant to react

eg :
toda me n deardear was looking at this yellow duck or a yellow pengine..! so i say that it was a duck and deardear claim that it is a penginue... so i pull stella and taizi here to be a fair judge .. and stella say " DUCK" while taizi say is a " penginue" ...! each have their own supporter..! lol..!

deardear was tired toda.. but he still go out with me to walk walk before he go to work toda... ending his work at 1am.. so kelian... seeing him so tired.. make me feel abit bad.. but aso can't help to apperciate the things he do for me more... he always say i am silly to think so much.. but i am willing to be his silly girl..
~ only for him...~

i am so happy to recieve a letter toda..!!! yeah...
in additon my laptop don need to reformat.. which means my project is save.. my song is save.. and most importantly my picture is being save also..!!! omg.. now then i know the important of backing up things...lol...i think i need a HARDDISK soon...
anyway have to thanks all people who is so cocnern about my laptop for me..!

Party World

2007-06-21T09:12:00.001-07:00

Went party world at 12am yesterda night... mum was pretty shock that i went out so late... haha.. Dear friend was celebrating his birthday at chinatown party world and he only got notice n know at 12am... so he ask me to go with him... took a cab down ... suddenly miss singing sia..! time to go n sing sing liao ba.. anybody ??

finally hear dear sing... although with the singer singing also.. haha... nice to hear his voice.. at least somehow he sing .. although the song is not like some love song but a sad song.. but u know to make someone who hrdly sing to sing.. it take great effort.. all thanks to his friend... haha...

laptop was carry away by dad friend.. he say that the laptop could not detact the program so cannot start...! n it might need to REFOMAT..! what a bad news when all my project is inside..! which mean i have to redo..! n worse still my song , picture all inside.. how am i going to retrieve all this back!! PLS DON REFORMAT IT...

Make over pic

2007-06-20T01:02:00.000-07:00

Done this make-over very long.. i think got like almost going to a year... in fact did it around in year 2006 July... but then lazy to upload or scan the picture.. plus busy with work.. day pass day and in the end today finally got some time decide to upload the picture...

this is the only time u see a different me ba... somehow i think the picture don look really like me.. but i guess is jus a speical moment in a girl heart ba.. at least u know u are pretty for once with makeup n skill from a 3rd party...

Yummy...~

2007-06-19T21:52:00.000-07:00

Arh.. the time now is going to be 1pm.. but i haven have my lunch... keep looking at this yummy thing at jiaxin blog... guess who it remind me of ?? Stella..!! we always say we want to visit hagan daz to have ice cream... but its either we are too full or our pocket has a hole..!! haix.... !!!

Arh...! Stella do u miss ice cream now ??? haha.. anyway when i first see the picture... the round thing at the side look like " fishabll , sotongball , meatball" to me la... but later go discover from jx that is actually ice cream... !! but the price is like $39.95 without GST, service charge.. Yummy right.... stella deal to have it soon ??

actually abit hungry now...!! coffee shop near my block is close due to renovation.. for like one week... my laptop has some program crush... all my doucment is inside... how am i going to do my project..!!!

A Love Story to Share

2007-06-19T00:52:00.001-07:00

In year 2004 ...After N Level exam..Miss A when to this company to work , they working on direct sale.... don even know when Joe appear.. he happen to be in the same team as Miss A, under the same leader .. at that time joe has a Gf .. n Miss A has someone she like in her mind.. they seldom talk.. n sometime miss A don even remember that joe was under the same leader as her.... After 3 month.. miss A have to return to school.. although they have each other contact they never contact each other before...

4 year later... year 2006 Novemeber ! ...somehow miss A friend decide to have a gathering with those who we seldom see... or even lost contact.. so we ask anyone who is in our mind.. jus for those who we still have contact... this is how Joe n Miss A meet again...this time round joe is single.. n miss A has no one she like... as friend they exchange contact although that night they did not tok much.. as joe appear to be quiet... n miss A got herself fully entertain by her blur sisters...! they took the same cab home.. , joe got down first n he say " sms me when u reach home ".. this somehow make miss A somehow touch that a long lost friend actually still care at least for abit... or at least he is gentlemen enough to remember to say...

their friend ryan got into a singing competition .. so this is how joe n miss A start to sms ... n each night they exchange a good night sms for like 3months , this period is amazing cos the feeling of waiting for a sms everynight is real great.. worry about not recieveing one is always in Miss A heart .. and when ever a gd night sms is recieve it jus draw a bbig smile in her and make her day.. ..sometime miss A though this love would never have anything.. cos she does not know how joe feel for her , and waiting for soneone sms sometime suck when u don recieve.....BUT deep in the heart they develop feeling for each other but no one want to take the first step out. .. after christmas they went out for movie once... without asking the others along... ( secertly they went) , they even went out for coffee in the middle of the night for like 3 times.. by then miss A actually have feeling for him.. so does joe have feeling for her.... alot of times joe wanted to tell her how he feel.. but the fear of Rejection is there.. Finally joe decide to tell miss A how he feel for her... on FEb13 at 0308am... this is the day they got together...

i believe this is fate... someone u know since 4 year ago... but nothing happen between the 2 of us .. even we are under the same leader.. although both always have meeting together.. but they don have a chance to tok much... 4 year later.. they got back into contact... after walking one big round... i really believe is a blessing .. a blessing for god for letting me find a true love which i have wait for very long... memory of the first time u hold my hand when the movie is scary.. memory of how much u tell me not to think about the past... memory of how much u assure me in this r/s... n of cos the understanding n happiness u bring me so far...

First picture We take on nov 2006

Yes... this is my Love Story.... it might be boring to u.. but is really something which i feel so amazing about... n he is mine now!!!

Holiday

2007-06-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

yesterda was gym n swim day with jiaxin... reach JW sport complex at like 3.30pm and leave like nearly 6pm.. which mean exercise nearly for 3 hour... all this have to thanks jiaxin for dragging me with her to exercise my lazybones... haha...after that went dinner with her... follow her rule that after exericse 30min later than can have dinner.. if not all effort of exercising will be wasted... don know y suddenly everyone seems to ask me to go swim with them... haha.. weather must be too hot recently...

tml swimming day with sook n jing again... hmm... actually is good to spend of the time with exercis ba.. hehe.. at least it burn fats... decide not to work for this holiday...don know if it is a good choice make a not... my survey company manager sms me to ask me do this survey.. sound like having a attractive paid.. but aug will be my attachment.. n i will be wokring non stop for like 6 month... haha.... so is better to " slack " abit now....

my dearest deardear was like complainting that he ask me first but then yet to have a chance to go with me but i am going with other people... haha... no worry.. there is always chance that i will go with u.. but let me brush up my swimming skill before u see a dead rat in the pool swimming... haha...and also have time when u work ba...Expecting your coming off day wor...!

Was too boring at home n use my new powerpoint that the sch Download for me to do up a pic.. n now is my wallpaper for my laptop... quite nice...

Laos Trip Video

2007-06-13T23:18:00.000-07:00

Laos trip video :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_y-qPp8DsY

Outing with my blur blur gang

2007-06-13T21:15:00.000-07:00

Picture taken while waiting for sharon at orchard mrt station

finally a day out with the BLur gang.. although not everyone is here but still quite fun to see them.. hehe... meet dear to take train down , took the long way there, and yes as usual sharon is still late.. hehe.. waited for her for like 20min.. which is like not bad.. hehe... at least she did appear.. hehe... walk around with her to shop shop until yiling come and we have sushi... follow by janicia who come after her attachment in school...finally manage to see quency.. sharon friend .. always hear her name but never get to see her.. sharon also say that she always hear my name n wan to see me too... make another new friend again...

the above seafoos soup got rejected by us because the wax keep "pop" and "pop"... and it kanna me.. the staff change for us like 3 time.. but it still does not stop the "pop".. so in the end they decide to cancel it for us... so we got like 3 or 4 mouth of soup for free...

waited for sharon until she finish school at 10pm... we wait like 3hour ... see so good of us wait for her 3 hour jus to company her to eat dao hua .. eat for a while n they decide to take bus home while i travel down to meet dear after his work... finally a day that i can go down to wait for him outside his resturant without me being late.. hehe... while waiting look at the way he work... n he totall don notice me when i was standing quite near him.. so concentrated of him.. haha... but he told me is a good point that he don see me cos it prove that he don look at girls when he work.. *smile*....

13june2007.. 4th month we got together ... lots of fun n memory we have... some random pic..

look at how bad he is .. trying to box me while i am playing game at his house .. haha... actually no la... he jus got too bored while i play game n decide to use my camera to take pic .. trying to play a fool...

Flower...

2007-06-13T02:24:00.000-07:00

Your Love Is Represented By a Pink Rose

You see love as something that should be light, fun, and whimsical.
People fall in love with you easily. And you tend to fall out of love easily!
You express your love through attention and shared experiences. You love people more than they realize.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

Friend agree ???
anyway pink rose is my favourite... haha.....

Father's day dinner

2007-06-11T18:36:00.000-07:00

10june2007
have father dinner with daddy and family at jacks place on sunday... only things different this time round we have 2 more people with us... hambuger and deardear... haha...! and dear drive daddy they all around... so nice of him... food at jack place for other ppl seems so nice. but my chicken i have like so dry de lo.. wat a bad luck.. hehe....

11june2007
dinner with dear and his family to celebrate father's day for his dad... hmm.. morning went out to return the lovely van finally... yes.. don need to spend money on petrol anymore.. hehe.. went to his house and his sis was suggesting mahjong ... n can u believe it... from Dong to Xi.. all the way i never even game before... n i never lose much because i manage to "gang"... and also "ga"... n is unitl the last round then i manage to win like 3 round... don know should count myself good luck or bad luck man... haha... evening time went dinner with his family at " xiang gan jie "explore our way there using the tianshu.. food not that bad loz...

this few day seems so pack... enjoy my day althouhg i don really went out... simple reason cos the people who i spend me simply make me happy... but i still have lots of things undone

- meeting up with all my blur gang
- meeting up with stella n taizi
- 3 project ( BRF , BMD , WISP ) hopefully can complete within this holiday
- Shopping shopping and more shopping
- visit to the ZOO
- meet up with deardear

Finally After Common test

2007-06-09T18:50:00.000-07:00

Finally common test is over ....

Actually i am not very sure if i can pass the test a not... but i think SHOULD be able to ba.. is like of cos that is things that i don know how to do.. Especially BRF... i already know i lose 9mark... SUPER SAD... i know how to do the qns but then is like i am considering 2 answer in the end i write the wrong one.. haix...~ i just hope i can pass the common test... last paper and deardear send me to school .. so nice of him..

After common test went chalet with Deardear to celebrate his friend alan birthday... Nice chalet over there , facility nice but then is very expensive to stay there.. hehe... 1st night in the chalet was a BBQ night.. poor deardear is sick n he did not really fully enjoy the day.. was having fever, cough all this... Virus spread through the whole room and he almost kick me down the bed... haha.. but can be forgiven .. cos he is SICK.. so poor things.... =(

2nd day was better.. he got more energy to pei me ... haha... almost till like evening time we was quite boring so deardear and me decide to go walk around...more of his funny friend come toda also.. never stay up till late night because piggy dear have to drive the next morning and then need to sleep more... hehehe... Great that he is okie now... at least not having such serious fever like before...

Went east coast in the evening after we went back home yesterda... his friend meiyun birthday..! haha.. seems like he have more entertainment things then me right.. all arrange in the same week somemore.. haha.... is was super hot there , so we went with his group of friend to near the sea and seat... windy n cooling over there..! hehe... so nice nice...~ he got off day all the way till monday... nice off day to be spend with him... but i must make sure he rest n sleep more.. hehehe...!

time pass real fast.. we are like together for almost going to the 4month already..~ we don meet alot of ups and down... but of cos problem is always there somehow.. but i am real great that is always being solve by all your understanding... it make me feel better and can't help to depend on u more.. haha.. and of cos love u more...

Study~ Study ~ Study ~

2007-06-03T03:38:00.000-07:00

Friday till sun was nothing but Study Study & Study ....Friday was suppose to deardear off day... actually should have spend time with him outside.. but yup.. he was quite nice to make me stay at home to study at home while he do his paper work for his work although not long but still manage to write some notes... evening then meet his friend for some small gathering at coffee shop where we drink lots n lots of water..!!!

how bad it can be to spend your weekend with nothing but books.. all the way from 12pm till like 10pm or so... of cos not 24hour on my book.. spend some time resting awhile n watching tv and also writing notes to make sure i have double memory on wat ever i study... haha... although confident level still very low.. but i jus hope at least i don get a just pass only...!

i really hope my BRF , BMD , REF Lecturer don't play me out .. pls only test wat ever u say that it would come out and not the others things.. Arh!!! althouhg it means to be a hint which is totally like say abit don say abit.. but yes.. if u come out with wat ever u say only it would make LIFE EASIER FOR ALL OF US

Monday : BQC paper
Tuesday : BRF , REF paper
Wednesday : BMD paper
Thursday : REI paper

5 paper to be clear... monday till wednesday is the most STRESS for the IAP student i guess.. we have like paper till 4pm on monday n 1st paper on tuesday would be a 9am... n the same day we have another paper until 4pm plus...! Wed paper would be at 9am again..!!!!! Omg~ someone pls tell me is okie to be so pack by having so many close paper together... !!! cos the only good point i see is to STUDY NON STOP...

One paper down

2007-05-30T03:48:00.000-07:00

Bit paper was done today... know my result.. haix.. did not do really well.. in fact did not really preapare well for this paper... Arh..! a alarm for me to remind me to work harder for all my other paper.. Arh... 5 paper more to go... !!! don't know well.. this sem seems like not working that hard.. abit slack in fact.. jus not into the common test mood at all sia..!! is it becasue we have done too much test till the feeling n stress over test is gone ? or i jus start to turn to becoming to have a attitude that " i can't be bother "..!!!

5 paper to go ...! BQC , BRF , BMD , REI , REF...!

yes..! i must study liao.. at least starting from tml... which is still abit too late... i must keep remind myself that fun will come straight after the test...!! haha...~ paper would last till thurs.. blog might rot all the way till very late before next update is done..!

imisshim...~
he is sick.. ~ yet he is working ~ must take gd care of youself ...! my test is coming , meeting u lesser.. hehe.. for like no meeting for 3 days... ya..! is short.. but you are always on my mind..!

Common test

2007-05-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

8 more day to common test.... asking myself if i have confident in this coming test... well.. my answer is I DON'T KNOW... work seems to be easy but at the same time diffcult... to only blame that i am not wokring hard since day 1 of class ba... lol..! ARH...! I have to spend more time with my book after wednesday.., revise revise and more reivse...! hehe...

my lovely laptop is sick.. Dell has come to change hard disk , mother board and wireless card toda.. haix.. it seems to be a total new laptop now... with every parts inside new i have to download everyhting again.. but my wireless still not able to work now.. !!!!! have to wait for tml before someone come n fix it again... hehe.... so WAIT again ba...!

i feel like i am a happy little girl now... cos i have you while other don have it....

Our 100days

2007-05-24T01:59:00.000-07:00

is a 100 day we got together... after my class at 1pm meet him and went over to citylink there for lunch.. Well.. actually is a very very nice lunch.. especially with him around.. haha... watch our 2nd movie finally..! ( we hardly watch movie!!) haha.. seems so so long before we have catch a movie... " 28week later".. well nice but scary movie..! actually it somehow keep repeating the same thing over n over again which aso scare me over n over again... don know y ar.. we always watch very bloddy show together.. but is always good to have someone to grab on when you are scare...! hehe... 100days = 3month plus... being with someone who u start to like n care everyda.. is really amazing... seems like a special miracle in my life that i meet someone who i feel special to me as day pass by.... ! haha....!

to know someone sincere care about u... someone would help u whenever u are down.. is really a smile in my heart... maybe someone special is not easy to come by.. or maybe u might not even see it come by u unitl u miss it.. i don wan regert in my life.. i decide to hold on.. cause i know this xinfu belong to me...! n i hope this would be a lasting xinfu

something from him...!

something to comment on even though is non of my business..! i don even care if u guy would see or even come to my blog.. but since is MY BLOG i have the right to blog anything i want.. n if u are unhappy then pls look at the top right hand corner of your window.. press the cross over there..!!

have anyone wonder wat is the real story behind everything... nobody will point the finger at themselve to say is their fault .. they only know how to see the cover of things and start to comment n comment about things that is not on their way... but do they ever know that sometime if we would to see it as a big picture and accept it things would be different ( STOP BEING SO NARROW MINDED).. do u guys know no matter wat decision is make there is ppl who will be unhappy ... there is ppl who wan to complaint... but if people would to COMPROMISE... things would change.. wat do u gain by doing all this ? a name for youself.. to make someone xishen to prove that your fight is right.. y not put youself in other ppl shoes n think.. before asking ppl to put themselves in your shoes.. don think we year 3 student has nothing better to do but to sit there n listen to all your things.. maybe u are right in your own thinking n gang that wat ever u voice out is right.... but we can;t please the whole world.. there is only one apple..!! if everyone wan the apple.. by the time u snatch it the apple might be injure... n more hurt will be cause..!! if u sincere care about how well the society is going to be all u need is to respect n work together.. is not about that few person to make a socetiy complete.. is about ALL who is in it.. , don always thing being at the top is the greatest... all they have is a nice name in front and carrying alot of shit behind them....! is like i rather choose to be the one who attend camp then to be the one who organise camp.. cos ppl who attend camp .. attend n go... but ppl who organsie is the one who do EVERYTHING n yet have to be the one who ppl hate at the end of the day...

Finally..!!!

2007-05-20T04:37:00.000-07:00

Yesh..! finally the video for EPM is done..! one project down again.. but same thing BQC is still giving me headace man.. is like so hard to do and all...! omg..!! i think is really time to go find mr thomas tan for serious help... n yes..! i would be prepare for his Scolding..! hehe... anyway time to prepare for common test very soon... like maybe after wednesday i would start to prepare and to get my BQC PROJECT done asap..!! alot of doubts to ask mr thomas tan..!!

Spend sometime with deardear on sat and sun..! before he went to work at 6pm.. nice day although we never go out..! how weird we are right.. not to go out totally on weekend.. Reason being we nothing to do when we are out... !! lol.. mahjong session with joshua , stella and him on sat and to have some talk with him toda.., finding out things that happen before we even got together..! haha....! *funny*funny*

First pic we took after i cut my hair...!

this is nice.. but don seems to look like me in the pic..!

Recently in school ppl keep look and me n ask " Cut yout hair ar ??"...
my reply was " nono! hair drop"
Actually do recieve quite good comment on my new hair style..! people say that i look abit weird on the front.. some say look younger...( i hope i am not trying to act young ).. some say look more fresh..! all i know is more cooling with this hairstyle... hehe..! maybe a new try after so long of trying to maintan my hair length ...

myemoday

2007-05-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

this post should be post up 2 day ago.. but then too emo to post anything up.. i actually don wish to post it up.. cos it seems to be like one f the rare thing i would post to remind ppl of my upset.. but yet i choose to post.. to rememeber and thanks those who are there...

tat few day was really a miserable day for me.. suddenly feel emo every now and then n it seriously affect alot of things.. my serious mood swing over sch work... and also lots n lots of negative thinking which was jus to protect myself from being hurt... i know tat is selfish.. i know i should not think that way... but things is not like this in my heart... i hate myself for think all that... luckily i have people to talk to and share the problem with... their word of encouragement really make a different...

i know things would be smooth if i don't think so much...
but please give me time to gain back that little confident in me..
it has not being in me all along.... i know with your words it would make a different..
but all i need is jus a longer time to gain more....
i don want to be unfair to you.. simple reason is u matter somehow in my heart...

but anyway emo has gone in me ... cos i complaint too much.. let it go ..let it go... i hope it don't come back.. but if it ever come back friend pls give me the same support again... cos your suppport make a different in me.. i know sometime i don really need that encouragement.. cos that encouragment seems to be a an wei because I AM YOUR FRIEND...! but all i need is a listening ear to hear all my complaint n nag...! and to give me a pat on my shoulder to make me feel happy that my friend is there for me..!

One project down

2007-05-15T08:59:00.000-07:00

My EPm Project team mates

Finally Wisp project is down...! this Is module is liek weightage so small but then we have to put in so many work.. at least i think we did quite well for it i guess.. After Wisp went for epm class and finally oour video is taken with Wenjie as the " Joker" of the video .. hmm..! quite nice i guess.. hopefully when the video is done up we could really achieve good mark for it..!! After video end went to Jp with ginnie , stella , roy and meet up with dear to have macdonald.. hmm.. joke n crack at macdonald for like 1 hour before the 4 of them left for different things..

Common test is coming soon...! We got so much to study...! Arh..Arh....!!

Recieve news thats val dad jus pass away... kind of sad to hear that.. someone who we always see now is gone.. hear from val that her dad hold on because of her.. n she manage to speak her last word to him.. Val.. hope u get over to soon..

Just for you :
i never though that you would count the days.. but then it really means quite alot to me when u say it.. at least i know u care.. more to come.. no worry.. 23march i will sure rememeber..! hehe.. nothing is more important then seeing u happy dear...

Short hair now

2007-05-14T04:55:00.000-07:00

Guess what thing i decide to do on sunday ?? went for a hair cut...!! n now my hair turn to look short...! but actually length still about the same jus that it was super layer...!! hmm.. don know if i should regert on the decision on cutting this hair..!! but one thing for sure.. even REGERT also no use..!! some say i look like a secondary school student now...!! some say long nicer.. some say like that better... hmm..What do u think ??My New hair..

Amanda And juan

Juan And Ginnie

quite busy this week.. lots n lots of things to do... again it come to odd week this week..!

tml will be due dat for wisp presentation..! things was quite done after the meeting up toda.. tml going to reach sch at 7.30am for the last min discussion.. and also tml have to take video for EPm..! and there is this BQC which is with alot of question mark..! i wan to look for mr thomas tan .. but i scare he would nag at us... =(

nice tok with u over the fone yesterda night.. although qns i ask seems abit silly .. but then is really something i wan to find out... hehe.. count down to thurs.. i miss u as well.. count down to your off day.. finally see your comment on my friendster.. haha.. hope it would not be the only one u drop...
( hand n heart which is more important u should know now)

2 Round of mahjong Session

2007-05-12T22:26:00.000-07:00

nice sat without touching my book at all..! enjoyable day as well...2 round of mahjong session over at stella house , with joshua , taizhi and stella ... hehe.. nice day out there actually .. joke and play mahjong with the 3 of them... n i win some $$.. hehehe.. pizza over at stella house .. feel quite bad sia.. make her treat , next time going to treat her back... =) lots of joke created at stella house... overall real great day out, althouhg no shopping is done ...

meet up with dear for lunch and travel down to stella house , and then at night travel to meet him again back home... hehe... at least not so lonely when i am on my way back... actually was intenting to go to his work place de.. but by the time i reach there... he already finish work.. so jus waited for him at the mrt station... =)

yesh.. is the 3rd month we got together when the clock strike 0308am...! haha.... lots of things have change through out this 3month.. from leading a single life for like5year plus till i have u.. hehe... is all postive things that happen n always some negative things that go through m mind.. i know i have being thinking too much.. but is u who always give me the patient then other ppl really can't give... =) .. the happeniess u bring me.. hopefully u also recieve the same happiness i bring to u.. i know is never the same, never enough like those u bring me.. but u really make me feel like i am a princess.. *love*love*

hmmm...

2007-05-11T04:43:00.000-07:00

well... schoold getting more and more busy now.. lesser time for others things again... i know when it come to school work i tend to get easily stress up n angry.. but pls pls believe me , i am not angry but anxious that things might not get well... i got nobody to help me..!! =( ... well luckily i have Stella who was sweet to get me sweet to cheer me up on this stressful school life now... i guess i need more time to handle with stress around me... sometime is just so sianz to know that i have work undone... n more is coming up.. to rush for dateline.. even u wan to give yourself a place to breath is just so hard...school now was like fill up with Quizz , project , tutorial.. this would really pack me up for my 2 week term break ba...

i wan to nag again..! i have 5 paper on my common test week....!!! n is like 4day 5 paper with 2 paper in one day which is so super pack...! Arh...!!!!! but good thing is i am able to make it to dear friends chalet... which means a good enjoyable time after my common test.. but i can predit that i might not be that good temper around that period.. hopefully i will not explo infront of other ppl...!! but even i do please forgive me..i don like exam.. tats y i choose to clear all exam in one sem.. so u don see me explo 2 time one year.. haha...

Bqc lesson almost kill me toda.... when in late de to the super JAM all the way..! when i enter he was like explaining something that i totally never see before.. hopefully someone in the class really understand wat Mr thomas tan was toking about...!!

meet up with dear at jp for awhile... walk around Jp to get something for mum , ahhua aunite and stella mummy... happy that mum n ah hua aunite like the stalk of "flower".. haha.. as usual mum also get excited over recieving flower on special day.. =) thanks dear , i know u wish to spend more time with me.. but no worry.. is okie to meet lesser time.. as long as the time we meet we enjoy..! ... after he went to work stella n joshua reach jp.. as usual we tok awhile n gossip..! hehe..

tml a rest rest day i hope...!!

Arh..!!!! TUITION

2007-05-08T02:01:00.000-07:00

This 2 day is nothing but TUITION.. TUITION & TUITION..!! Is like so tired and boring... to face the same person telling them the same thing again n again.. n they keep forgetting wat ever the teacher teach them in school... after asking them if teacher got teach they can reply "NO" .. until i flip through the textbook to show them they did somework on it they told me " forget".. is like Omg... i am so anxious about how they perform n yet they are realxing about it..!! toda last day before their exam..! Arh.. i wan to have some fresh air!!! n toda is tuesday suppose to end sch early n maybe go out walk walk with stella like we always do.. but i have to be back home to teach tuition n stella have duty to do in sch..! So sad right.. we seems to be SO SUPER BUSY... stella take care WOR..!!!! haha... i know u going to kill me...

i seems to have 4ever uncomplete work although i have being doing the work everyda... but everyday there is something to stop me from doing it.. ! stupid MEL was down since sunday until yesterda night.. i have to do my 2 quizz until nearly 12am before i can make myself feel i am safe to sleep...! tutorial not complete.. project going to be due...!! haix.. can i multi task ?? Eee..! i need some fresh air to have fun n forget about sch work..! n maybe Tomorrow. i will not touch anything from the sch... !!! (and see i put maybe because work might come out tml again )

REST REST REST..!!

got to meet up with dear for like 30min after my class at Jp... did not plan to meet but we happen to be around there... so yup.. jus meet n tok tok for awhile before i head home n he head for work... he seems to always have work to be done after his work.. haix.. NO OFF DAY somemore.. haha...! but no worry.. is okie for me... jus don get too tired will do.."idomissyou".. =)

Deardear off day

2007-05-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

Went over to deardear house toda for steamboat to pre celebrate mother day for his mum... n this werid piggy call n tell me that i could go over already... and i went down stair to discover that he is actually waiting for me under my block to pick me up * surpise * .. actually feel abit weird when he call me.. tell me that i don need 20min to reach his house n stuff... hehe... after lunch went to bugis... deardear got his bag finally .. shop shop around, meet up with cheewei n shuang before we went back to jurong to meet up with xiaopang

NeoPrint (5may2007)

Shirt that he buy for me... *thanks*

after sending cheewei n shuang back to my house , Meet up with xiaopang and went for dinner at jurong point pizza hut... quite nice dinner except certain part (not to be mentio, )... hehe... Went for bowling... and i win the FRIST game..! haha.. Look at the score below... hehe...

A = Alan aks xiaopang , ZJ = zijuan , Z=zhenyong (dear)

my 140 score..!!

Taken over at the bowling alley (me n him)

n guess wat... after bowling session dear n xiaopang get so exicted over that catch bear bear machines and start catching bear like a challenge for each other.. one person one time.. 1st time xiaopang try.. follow by dear n he mamage to catch one mickey using his $2... while xiaopang catch his 2 lovely bear at the price of $20... haha.. mickey is now a permant resident in my house

The zhan li pin of the day..!

Really a very nice day out toda... although we got abit missing on the way to bugis.. but just treat it as a car ride around ba...totally enjoy myself to the fullest... so hard to have him to have a weekend off ( the 1st weekend we can go out after we got together ) and to go out to buy something.. hehe... well.. although we are different.. we seldom watch movie .. but we still manage to enjoy ourselve with Tv show.. haha... thanks dear..*Love* don spend so much $$ next time although u say long long one time ..

tml would be my quizz day...!! tuition day...! alot of things to be done tml.. tutorial... research on project...! there is always time to enjoy n time to study.. don wish to play too much in the end result turn bad.. n mum will scold scold..

Fordearestberber: cheer up, it sad to see my cheerful lady like this.. there is always ups n downs.. but rememebr no matter wat we are always here with u okie.. my house door everyda open bigbig for u to come in n tok with me... tc

Presentation

2007-05-03T04:58:00.000-07:00

Finally the REF presentation is over.. suddenly feel so relax.. no more STRESS coming from the project... looking at the amount of slides people have for the project.. it almost make my group sort of depress.. is like we only have 21 slides coming from 3 person while others have like 40over slides... haha... But Still i think we did quite nice.. at least teacher never ask us alot of qns.. n maybe is because we don have aot of things for teacher to ask.. cos we have LIMITED RESOURCE on our slides... =) Still got a few Quizz that i haven do yet...!! hmm.. time needed to do.. sunday best timing..! =p

Do i look like guaiguai Girl here.. ?? haha

Ginnie Formal Wear

Amanda And Juan Formal Wear

Anyway my group is the group that dress the less formal de loz.. haha.. other group dress so formal that we look so normal.. but still when we walk around the school alot of people ask why did we wear unitl so nice.. so the whole day we 3 have being repeating the word
" PRESENTATION"

Some random pic that we took over the week..!

Miss junying and Me..! Take care of your leg ba.. somehow miss your face in class wor.. we only have 4hr of Lt the same.. but the whole week 4 hour we did not see each other..! =(

This is my sweetie Sis tinghui..! hehe... taken outside mind cafe that day.. keep forget to upload it.. n Here is it now...! Yeah..!! Sweetie sis i know u facing alot of unhappiness in sch almost everyda... but hope a small happiness happen in sch for u everyday also.. ! u got me around in the school... * Smile always*

Just for u... * piggy*

I miss u everyda...!

although we don have time to meet always..

but my heart has not forget u for every moment...

Every sms is a smile in my heart...

don worry about not meeting often

Absent make the heart grow..

i am full of complaint...

2007-05-02T08:05:00.000-07:00

I am so freaking tired..

Sch work is stacking up everyda... before we could even complete one the other come.. Project with alot of question mark.. unsolve .. detail not being able to be found.. dearest teammate is working so so hard to fnd detail for it... jus for a 5% project.. sometime i just cannot help but to ask myself again n again.. issit a right choice to go the IAP road n giving me so many stress in one sem... although it give me one semseter to clear everything.. but is adding me a double stress ...! Arh.....! Everyda i pull my tired body to school and back to home again.. Recently tuition kids having exam sooon... i need to spend more time with them... but my body is not giving me that encouragement.. everytime i lie down my eyes simply close.... Arh...!!! i guess is only for this week... or i should say is on every odd week.. cos every odd week my lesson end like 5pm on the last 3 day and it end 4pm on monday... tuesday is the only happy day....!!!
IS JUST A BAD WEEK...!!! i LOVE EVEN WEEK EVEN MORE NOW... =)

All that encourage me to school is to see my dearest friend... and to complete one semester without anymorre worry... hoping to spend more time in school with them.. is like my last 4month to aug when exam start...! Lesser days in sch... !!

First and LAST day

2007-05-01T06:50:00.000-07:00

The survey job almost kill me toda...
it totally give me a very weird pressure although i am given authority to do it but then the pressure when everyone is looking at u with weird eyes n stuff almost kill me ... they don even know we are suppose to be there even with alot of explanation .. they simpily can't understand at all... =( it almost make me cry when i was working there for that 2hour... i just hope i could finish my wokr fast n get it over n done with.. i can say that the job is simple. the money is easy to earn.. but then is never nice to have ppl staring at u..!! well... i decide to not take up the job.. n yanjun has to help me complete all the other 8 location ... Well.. i did feel bad for letting him clear all.. hmm.. but he say that he is okie with it... so anyway.. Big THANK YOU for yanjun

i though i would never cry.. until i hear your voice which give me alot of secure.. alot of anwei.. it help me alot to have you talk with me all the way back from bishan all the way till boon lay... thanks dear.. i never though i am so not strong until u appear... =)

Show Cast of picture

2007-05-01T04:22:00.000-07:00

Picture we took @mind cafe...!
Birthday celebration .. surpise...

Do the look like they are cutting some wedding cake ?? omg.. Look weirong eyes almost is gone when he smile.. haha... anyway the cake taste quite nice , maybe becasue i am hungry ba.. =) I give weirong to Stella... n give stella to weirong on their birthday.. Ribbion is tie for decoration

The whole Group of us

The Girls..!

Sushi day ( 27 April ) with ginnie and Stella when me and ginnie lesson end after one hour...
So shitty right... we reach sch to find out that we only have one hour of lesson .. poor mr thomas tan is sick and monday lecture was also cancel..!

My 2 most important friend in poly..!

The amount of plate we eat...!

it was stella treat.. so damm paiseh...! she treat us because she claim that it was her birthday..! So odd right.. where got ppl birthday go around n treat people de ?? hmm.. anyway she is our weird friend.. but we still LOVE her...!

Celebration

2007-04-29T22:58:00.000-07:00

Celebration for stella and weirong at mind cafe on saturday...
in fact was quite hungry as i never eat anything all through out the whole morning and have to wait quite long before the food was serve...! ( they only have wages , Chicken , lots of cookies , biscuit) .. Games was play there...! Actually quite fun loz.. , but the price pay is quite high... =)
* blogger got some problem.. pic to be upload soon*

Went home like at 4pm and do my quizz and clear some of my work before i meet dear to go to his friend chalet.. which is like at 1am .. haha.. Quite late ar.. poor him still have to do his paper work at there.. he only do like 1/3 of his work but he took like 2 hour.... Slack around at his friend chalet till 6am before we take a cab home and rest ... Quite tired...! Arh...!! =P

Oh ya... i took up the survet job already... Jus to earn some extra cash to save for raining day... so if time allow maybe i would take up another survey job hopefully that it jus don crash tooo much with my sch work....and my tuition job... =)

Actually feel like there is so many work undone... so many things need to do.. but then is like half way half way... hanging there...! oh ya, recently don know is my lucky day or wat ... Friday went to sch to find out that there is only one hour lesson as my 2 hour lesson is cancel... And then toda another 2 hour lesson is cancel too..!! Lucky ?

Class Dismiss early

2007-04-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

Ophs.. toda miss the morning class... in fact i actually have wake up already but then still decide to sleep back to avoid some lecture that i don even have the notes.. haha... Actually was telling amanda that i will reach by 9am.. but on the though that is SO BORING i decide to stay at home .. haha... * Feel so bad * ... Class was dismiss early again after we request it , Mr Lee was so funny.. he told us that lesson would end one hour as his laptop battery can only survive for one hour... ! So actually can only go home at 5pm.. we are dismiss at 2pm...!! =)

After lesson meet up with dear for my lunch cum half dinner...! chit chat at LJS before he go to work.. nice chit chat ar... hehe.. finally we decide to enter shop rather then WALK shopping like what we always do... n we saw BOD..! haha..!

4 more day to Stella birthday..!

4 more day to piggy off day too...!

Sometime i jus wonder... would ppl apperciate wat we have done for them ? or they jus take us for granted.. have they ever sincerely wan to thanks the person who have help them b4 or jus think that is very shunbian to use the person ..

4hour for quizz

2007-04-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

have u ever think of spending 4 hour doing a Quizz ? Spending like your weekend from afternoon all the way till evening flipping through a thick book.. powerpoint .. and even on goggle to do this quizz with mutiple attempt trying to get full mark... ? Well.. i did this toda... n yes i got my full mark which is like only maybe 2% out of my 100 %... hopefully is more... at least it make my time seems more WORTH IT..! haha...

Arh..!! i am still thinking if i should work the survey job... super attractive pay i hear... is like if i complete 50 survey one survey is $14 man.. which mean one week i jus do 10 n it will be okie.. i think i should work..! hmm.. stupid yanjun was telling me is easy.. andra is telling me about how attracitve the pay can be..!let me consider ba... =)

Poor piggy have no off day anymore unitl sunday... ! 7more day to his off day... haix... having like 17 day without a off day... so kelian... =P ... will be busy with my school work also ba.. Rest more wor...

Count down to Miss Stella 19th birthday ba...!! =)

7more day to go...!

Finally a FREE day...

2007-04-20T20:57:00.000-07:00

Finally a day no sch... BUT ONLY FOR THIS WEEK

Meet up with stella n dear at JP for lunch early in the morning... hmm.. the curry rice i eat abit nan chi lo.. it totally tatse weird.. Eeee..! no more next time.. hehe... After that dear went work while me and stella went to town to meet with Josh to look for the wallet or watches that she intented to get but in the end still never get lo.. haha.... in the end decide to go kbox together... but i guess we are quite super.. out of 3 of us me n josh was like having sore throat but we still decide to go kbox n sing.. hehe...!!

Meet up with jing n gang at night for dinner .. crap n tok for from 8pm till nearly 12am...! Quite long ever since the few of us meet since we graduate from sec sch..hehe... Waited for dear at jurong point and play mahjong with sis,woan ,zhiwei and angel..! Quite fun playing..! heee=) my one day seems pack .. from morning till mid-night is like meeting people ...! but well.. i guess that is not much chance for me to do so... Sch going to be back to normal time table again... =(

*Piggy* Someone Symbol..!

My new bag...

2007-04-19T09:39:00.000-07:00

Is my new bag.. Specially given by miss stella & Mr joshua..! * thank you *

Have being finidng the bag i wan for very long... n has no time to go n get any.. so kelian loz , have to carry the small tiny bag to sch n putting my notes in roy's car... hehe..! Really love this bag.. hehe.. it has pocket in front.. pocket behind.. n it is big n can squeeze my notes and jacket inside..! hehe...

Lesson end pretty early toda...! Meet up with sharon and janicia to go down to arab street for some shopping.. buy quite a number of pendent.. My first 2 creation.. hmm.. Actually quite worth it to do it myself loz.. at least i know i will not have the same one as other ppl.. unless we have about the same design in mind and we can happen to buy the same thing n put the same thing together as one...! hehe... more to come...!

Tml no sch...! So happy.. finally after so many days ... is finally a day off for me... Girls outing with stella tml... but i have not much $$ to spend.. so must save save abit.. cos my dearest friend stella birthday is coming..!! yeah....!! =)

Picture time..!

2007-04-18T04:27:00.000-07:00

Picture Extract From Stella Blog...
Look at the most top small pic... ! tat is the Q...!
So why did i actually went so silly to Q-up for 4hour for donut ?? Reason one .. it would be nice for my family to actually try this donuts from " donuts factory " .. Reason 2 ( main ) of cos is becasue of my this friend below lo..! hehe..! Without her life would be totally differnt man.. feel super odd not to have her in my class now... no more juice sucker face..! no more blur sotong..! no more ppl for me to scold... =( .. heng i have my tuesday class with her.. *yeah* told her something toda... *shy*.. but at least now i know something better..!!

message for u : u don have to care wat others say.. what others do... as long as u youself know what u wan can already.., no matter wats others say always rememeber no matter wat behind u is always me.. support u from the back ..! Behind the screen... =)

Introudction the next love of my life... My sweetest darling...!!! the jus rock my life.. going to br 4 year plus of our friendship.. coming from differnt sch .. differnt part of singapore.. but we are still so fun together... even i waited for them for like 2-3hour with jing that day... but i am not angry..! simpily becasue they are people who i miss.. people who know me well.. people who support me when everything was down..!!

As for Toda..!

Fianlly we manage to make a whole day lesson which will end at 5pm to end at 2pm...! Wow.. feel that we are so super man..! for one simple reason.. our class only have 12ppl.. n is so easy for us to change lesson ... =) Welll.. i still must say that MR LEE is jus a nice guy..! haha...! Cannot stand this someone who teach us..! i don wan to fail that module..! I almost pull my ear so long jus to know what she trying to say man..! n she simpily don make my day... i am afraid that i will fail her module...! =(

Finally get to meet MR piggy toda.. ! =)

4Hour for donut

2007-04-17T05:08:00.000-07:00

Toda a day that i finally can end class early... 12pm lesson end...
Hmm.. Is module was quite fun this time round.. Saw quite a number of familar faces.. happily in the same class again after "fate" ... hmm.. Effective people management class was pretty fun , the Lecture was quite funny and we can make alot of noise in class... =)

Well.. Here come the greatest things... After class Stella , roy , me , Alwin , terence went Raffles City to Q-up for 4hour jus to buy donut... , The Q was not very long but then the waiting time can really kill us man.. luckily the few of us was talktive enough to make time pass real fast... whahaha... but silly thing once a while do can liao... cos while we Q-up i actually can hear people who walk pass us say that those ppl who Q-up must be CRAZY..!! haha...

haix.. feel so tired.. feel like skipping class tml.. but then i cannot.. , don wan to start the xi guan of skipping class n then will think that it is okie to SKIP..!! No... , JianChidaoDi..! this is my LAST sem.. don wan to see any drop , don wan to see failure in result.. Arh..!

Going for training for the survey job on friday... still thinking if i should go... is $12-15 per survey , attractive pay .. i don mind to wait longer for it but then i am sort of lazy to go.. but if i don go sat , sun would be pretty boring...! $ is pratical but the lazy bone is stopping me...! Arh...~ should i or should i not ??

piggy is sick (so am i )... =( get well soon ba.Drink more water ba.. don wan the 2 of us to have broken voice together if not both will have problem talking...!.he is not given off day this week... maybe not even a chance to get a MC .. feel happy to recieve your call , i know is hard to meet this week but no worry we still have more to go .... =) Rest Well.. Rest More...!

FOP

2007-04-13T19:44:00.000-07:00

12april,13 april... Fop for Building and evnviroment division... Event was carry out pretty well with the help of all people involve... Pretty happy that under my admin team got shijie who can really help me when i am super busy... , things pass to her was always well done and task given to her was done super well...! =)

Given the task of leading the admin team and also taking picture.. lots n lots of things to be taken n to be done.. it was like Early in the morning have to reach to make sure paper work was done.. n in the end hand it in... ! Rush out the video on the 2nd day.. almost whole day was like doing n rushing out the video.. Especially in the end when every one has reach n the video was only 95% done.. n they are like dragging the time .. But Good that the video got good respond... =) ..Over all Event was carry out and it was fun...! Especially during director tea where all Sl sing for the freshman....

I am just so tired...!!!

Something to share

2007-04-10T09:33:00.000-07:00

A student ask a teacher, "What is love?"
The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the padifield and choose the biggest padi and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders.... maybe there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padifield, he start to realize that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted!!!

So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "This is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person..."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the cornfield and choose the biggest corn and come back.
But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field,he picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy,and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "This time you bring back a corn... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.

This is marriage

* Saw this in dave blog.. interesting..! ophs.. took without asking him.. hehe..!!
But it has great point right... ? ?

hehe..! so i guess maybe we should follow this n learn from it right?? we always though there were be better one.. but we somehow miss it when the right one come...! So love should not be compare... =)

Meeting in Sch /Good new ..

2007-04-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

Went back for meeting toda.. sort of a last meeting.. settle quite alot of things..! but things seems to be abit here.. abit there.. ppl don understand our stand.. there is things that we could help.. but we have our limit also.. if everyone wan the same thing from us... it will kill all of us.. simply because " WE CAN"T PLEASE THE WHOLE WORLD"...! but those who are not in our shoes don think about it... cos they don really have to answer to anything... haix. ppl , sometime don be selfish also... thinks about other...

Ophs.. recieve 2 good news toda ar.. not bad.. one is attach another has a better stand of what she feel..! hmm..! feel real happy for the 2 of them... Especially the one who has a better stand but too much worry.. haha..! she is the one who always teach me not to think n pre-plan but yet she is the one doing it now..! haha... but no matter wat best wish for u.. alot of thing to think now.. but u never know wat happen in the future..

ophs.. dear is sick... small sis is sick.. everyone seems not feeling really well nowsdays.. haix.. must drink more water wor..! must take good care of yourself... especially in this kind of weather where is sometime super hot.. sometime super cold..!!!

Happy Birthday ShiQi

2007-04-08T06:28:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday ShiQi..!!!

Toda is shiqi 15year old birthday ...! Went Jp to have siam kitchen for dinner.. have a very very very full dinner of 4soup n 6 dishes..! haha.. All this meal cos ppl to grow fatter man..! Arh..!! i don want it.... !!! =( Arh..!! Time to Slim Down ...

My whole days seems like sleeping all along.. or watching tv all along..! hmm.. quite boring sunday ar... haix.. no choice.. sometime is good to stay at home to rest , this few day has been out playing n enjoying.. before mummy start to discover that her lovely child seems MIA a home i better stay at home to show face..!

My $ 10

2007-04-07T10:19:00.000-07:00

* picture is extract from msstella blog

Toda majong session at Mr koh house..! N guess what... i lose $$ .. but is okie , $$ is use to let Ms stella cover the cab fare home..! but i will take revenge de loz..! =) After majong ms stella have to go home before trex come to bang the whole jurong down... haha...! Crap with dabian and mr koh until like 7pm before i go home... oh ya not forgetting to mention about mr koh mum cook pineapple rice for us to try.. ! hmm.. Quite nice ba...

i am tired..!! Arh..!! Finally think through it.. share with my pretty lady lala..! Hope she will get her though straight soon.. hmm... Slowly think ba.. i believe the choice u make would be the right one with no regert ... u always have nice ppl to support u...

Arh..!!! they make me go back sch everyda next week.. monday , tuesday , wedneeday , thursday , friday..!!! Count down to the day when sch start loz... is like only left with one week... but i am going back to sch everyda in another words... equal to no more day of fun...!!! Sch would be a total different when it start... busy schedule , different classmate , different Lt mates ! but we would survive..!!!

2007-04-06T20:30:00.000-07:00

Spend almost my whole FULL day out ..!!
Meet out with him from afternoon 12pm all the way till4am.. have lunch.. slack slack...Attend his friend baby full month.. Watch him play majong..!! this time at least i don feel as paiseh as during his housewarming ba..! Although it sort of boring at 1st loz.. but well.. i guess do spend quality time with him ba...! i am someone who can "Zhi" bad people...!!! Yeah..!! =P

Going to be a busy week next week... monday going back sch for meeting .. thurs & Friday FOP going on.. Sat my meetup with my BlurBlur Team..! Simply excited on sat meeting , actually we do spend alot of time together... but i guess is always FUN FUN FUN when ever we meet... so i only left with tues , wed, sun liao... but i still have to squeeze 4 tuition lesson in..! Need to Earn $$ before i go for my attachment...!

later going to meet up with my most lovely LALA for majong loz..! yeah..!!

Happy Birthday Sis...

2007-04-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning went back to ngeeann For some meeting.. sit there n listen to how the FUN 2007 going to be held n play ..! After the meeting went all the way back to jurong point to meet roy for stella favourite food MOS BURGER..! the thing she always say she wan but always kanna rejected by gin and me .. because we don really eat... but well.. now she somehow change my opintion of mos burger as the burger we taste toda was SUPER nice ...!!

Shopping time around bugis after lunch..! buy Shoes , t-shirt n jeans... After so long finally i decide to get a jeans for myself.. hopefully i have done a right choice in buying it..! haha..! Had a great tok with stella in bugis.. Tell her how i feel.. Maybe she is right.. i should not always make thing pre-plan n prepare for it..! =) not forgetting to thanks Stella for her beardpapa..! i need to preapre for rainy day now..!!! Arh...! Arh..!!!

Dinner with Sis , Wanwan , zhihui and ahber in Sizzle to celebrate Sis 21st birthday.. Seems like very long i celebrate her birthday with her n friend ar..! lol....Free flow of salad, soup...! Soup was nice loz.. food wise it was serve in quite big set loz.. but then i don really think it was nice ... As in maybe a 6.5 / 10 for the food... Decide to Cab home with ber , but the waiting time was like so LONG loz..! n finally we decide to on call for a cab so that we can save our time but burn a big hole in our pocket.... !!

The Birthday Girl ( Tan Pei Shan )

Juan And BerBEr

Zhihui And Juan

Majong Sessin

2007-04-01T18:46:00.000-07:00

To pre-celebrate my elder sis birthday me n my family went out for a dinner.. Well.. actually the food taste quite nice loz.. n it is quite cheap as the person forget to count like 2 of the dishes... After dinner went to visit my parent friend and we went home..!! Majong session with my dad , sis , n woan..! it is like so odd right.. the 1st time ever that our whole family gather in my room n play majong... , At first was like losing $$ , but luckily i win back some $$ in the end .. So happeing right... now our family find another thing which can gather the family member together.. rather then doing things alone every weekend.. =)

After majong game went down to meet with him for a drink.. chit chat with him.. haix yo..! this guy.. tired already stilll wanna meet .. but well i know he jus hope to spend more time with me before his job make him real busy..! or should i say when sch reopen n i am more busy..!! hehe..!!

Outing with 2 group of friend

2007-03-31T19:26:00.000-07:00

Toda was quite a busy day.. Suddenly in the morning got 2 different group of ppl ask me out... hmm.. both are group of friend that i really wish to see.. i really wish to meet.. hence... i decide to meet the both group of them.... meet up with sharon, janicia and jing in Ps for lunch... Crap abit with them there... n this time round they keep di siao me ..! Arh..... *shy*

After that bring janicia down to meet up with jiaxin ( the 1st meet up for jan n jx) to watch her spend alot of $$...! wow..! so envy her sia... i hope that i have the $$ to spend also.. but well.. after all i cannot see any shirt that i really like... Have dinner with them n was like talking through out..! hmm... quite good ar.. the 1st time meet friend can actually chat so well...lol... happily sharing make-up tip with each other... haha...! n Jan say she can bring me to arab street to teach me how to make necklace n place to find cheap n nice pendant..! Looking forward to that...! =)

Look Jiaxin Tired to kiss me..!!! *shy*

Overall althouhg it was a tired day.. but it was a super fun day for me.. at least this is a 1st meet up with my friend after the busy laos trip n busy camp thing..! =) Yeah..!!!! More meet up to come.. looking forward to the kbox on monday ... n more n more...!!!

After going through so many advice n stuff..! i guess now i am more sure of what to do...! after all to really concern for someone is not easy... or to make someone the one u 1st will concern n think of everytime u do things...! n i guess this concern no easily replace...! hence i will treasure this care n concern .... from me to u.. from u to me..!

Back From Camp

2007-03-29T19:44:00.000-07:00

Finally i am back from camp liao..! hehehe...
This camp was quite fun i suppose .. is jus that it somehow has a small problem in term of how ppl can bond or cannot bond...! well... i guess this is the problem in every camp... ppl tent to bond on the next day more... but i stilll feel happy that the camp is a sucess after all...! =)
Super Tired after the camp...! Sleep at 4am and wake up at 7am..! come back home and sleep for another few more hour..

Going For Camp...!

2007-03-27T06:53:00.000-07:00

going for camp sooon...!!! less then 12 hour i have to be in sch.. to prepare for the camp to start... this few day has being back in school to preapre the camp stuff... actually did not do much help as i so call wait for instruction to do things... =P really hope that the camp will work well... don wish to see any failure in it.. as many ppl is looking at us .. n msot importantly it can be consider as the 1st event of the new semseter..!

my timetable can kill me lo.. kind of pack for the whole week.. lesser time for my friend also.. my weekend has to be with them...hehe...!

monday : 9am - 4pm
Tuesday : 8am-12pm
wednesday : 8am-5pm
thursday : 9am-5pm
Friday : 9am-5pm (odd week ) or 9am -12pm

friday is the worse out of worse man..! got 3 hour break in between during the odd week.. hopefully we could do some shift for that.. lets pray hard it could be shift.. if not the long 3 hour will kill me in school man...!!! Arh...!!! to clear 6module in one short.. hopefully this time result would at least manintain before i hear ppl nag at me..! Ophs..!!with 2 Is..! At least i am happy to be in the same IS with some of my class ppl.. which also means more time with them..! i scare i might really miss them when i go for attachment.. although i really wish for attachment.. but the thing i most don bear to left behind is them.. cos the 2 year of poly life all i have with fun n laughter is because of them..!

actually i feel very happy with my life now..! Currently everything went on well.. but at the same time i also have my "worry" there.. cos i don wish to forsee everything so good unitl i have to face the worse when it come.. and i am worry that i am not able to take it.. so when things start to turn bad... i will have to treasure everything.. hehe...=) recently have a real good tok... feel real good to know more... love the understanding u have... my busy schedule during sch might really be super busy.. maybe even more busy then a working man ... hehe... but is jus less then 4month..!! I will survive through...!!

Going to For camp...=(

2007-03-26T03:17:00.000-07:00

Back from laos on 22 march...
back into camp for CTc on the 28march...!!

i miss my friend alot.... i still got alot to catch up with them.. miss my secondary friend outing... miss my "blur" gang outing... i miss u too..!

I am back

2007-03-22T03:49:00.001-07:00

i am back from laos...!!!

Firstly i miss all my friend like mad.... miss singapore food also...!! is like we always have fried rice there... n is FRIED RICE..! i guess the whole trip people now hate fried rice to the max man..! but this trip also make me have alot of new friend... alot of GREAT joke.... n most importantly it make me n my friend even closer... although alot of things has happen..! but well it all has pass...

alot of things to update... but then too much to say in the 14 day...! things that i remember is :

We celebrate Tinghui birthday with her in midnight.. but she cry ... make me feel so bad.. is suppose to be a great surpise for her cos we know is so sad to be in other country celebrating your own birthday.. cheers girl.. i know time pass in laos is like so slow for u.. but now we are back..! hehe...

Dragon lodge CRAZY bunch of people..! although they do get overboard at times... but then sometime is them who bring more fun to the trip... cos other then them we have totally no life in laos..! they don't have shopping centre... don have MAcdonald.. don have KFC....

Student in secondary school was rather cute... they treat us like some idol.. let us sign their book.. also pass us some small gift..! Oh ya... they jus love stella to the max .. hang flower on her head as if she is some INDIA GOD..!! haha...

Alothough alot of unhappiness has happen.... " misunderstanding " .... people tend to think they hope to please the whole world.. but i know it is hard.. sometime when u can;t please the whole world... u jus have to let the world be on it own... ! i guess conflict always happen in big group like this.. sometime is not about we don compromise.. is jus that someone is there not to let us do so.. hopefully everything is solve now.. at least is worth my mosquito bite..! haha...! Friend need not always be together... is does not mean not in the same class or wat it seperate us.. We are always so near... so does being in the same class matter so much ?? if the friendship is there.. u are willing to take the 1st step wat is there to be scare of being drift apart ?? .... Friendship always stay... simply becasue friend always care for each other...!

LAst 2 days in singapore

2007-03-06T03:49:00.000-08:00

LAst 2 day in singapore... tml will not be at home sleeping anymore...

Toda early in the morning went for meeting... n i woke up late... the meeting last less then one hour and it sort of ended..! Stella and me was super tired and went to the library to sleep before the next meeting start which is at 1pm loz....! Suddenly at around 11am... the libraian come n knock on the wall beside us n ask all of us to get out of the library... ! We was like having a blur faace asking each other what happen... in the end find out from the teacher that there is a EARTHQUAKE... n we don even feel it..!! haha.......think we are sleeping to happily liao..!

Was ask to stay back after the meeting for some focuc group discussion...! ask for our suggestion for some ppl comment which the teacher don quite get them.. n ask if we understand it..! haha...! the meeting was quite okie la.... as in know more people who is going for the trip... and sort of getting us more ready for it...

Pack finish already... going to be the last night i sleep at home... !!!!!!

Mango , Kiwi, Strawberry

2007-03-03T06:07:00.000-08:00

Went out to bugis with stella and ginnie toda to get our laos trip thing...! After the short shopping we drop by this shop which sell ice... n it taste very nice loz.. haha.... Look at the 2 big cup... mango belong to me and the strawberry belong to Ginnie..! n the poor small bowl which cost the same price as me belong to stella...! haha.... Make stella very "angry".. she is always in this suition where by me and ginnie will get the almost the same thing but hers cost abit more.. haha...!! no worry.. your KIWI is very nice also de... =)

Jus for laugh...!! this pic is Actually "someone"..! but her face cannot be shown as it is quite funny...! so if u guys wanna see the picture... can ask from me... whaha....

Count down days...

2007-03-01T22:23:00.000-08:00

yesterda went for the laos " gathering".. a gathering and interting session where i already know 80% of the ppl before hand.. haha...! it was quite fun except that i am too tired to enjoy the session..! lots of thing to prepare and buy.. going to be away from singapore for 15days..! So people please don say i go missing in action okie... from 8 march to 22 march i will be in LAOS...!!

Quite sianz now.. waiting for a pig to wake up to company me go for injection..! haix.. injection sia..! jus for the trip...!!! Maybe going to look for job when i am back from laos..! ppl any lobang must let me know okie... =)

Flight on 8 march leaving singapore 6.30am
Flight reaching sinapore 22march 12.30pm

Count down to laos trip : 6 days

Passport collectionn

2007-02-27T08:09:00.000-08:00

Finally make myself free to go n collect my passport..! haha... my pic was rejected as they say that it cover my eye brown and i have to take this pic with my hair all up..! Arh... So UGLY loz..!! feel like killing myself.. but nvm la.. compare to last time de is much much more nicer ...=) went down to bugis to take neoprint then slack at mos burger before he go to work.. n i am back home to teach tuition..!

Cannot understand student nowadays man..! is like y need to rush out thing ... can't they jus get thing done at one go rather then redo n redo..! or maybe they like double job..! which also means double job for me..! haix.. going for attachment in july or aug..! anyone wanna teach tuition for me??

feel more confident now... stella say i am a happier person now.. i hope so...! hopefully time with smile will last longer... hopefully dream come true... =)

going back to sch to help dearest stella on her FOC thing.. 1st march for some laos gthering.. where we still don know anything about it yet... hopefully 1st march we will clear all doubts...! or maybe we will be sell there without knowing y.. haha..

Count down to my Laos Trip day : 8 day

special thanks to miss junying for helping me to check on my result on the 14march..

Chinese new year - Stella

2007-02-24T05:25:00.000-08:00

Chines new year over sat stella house...!
as usual 1st one to reach.. hehe..! toda quite fun ba... With mr terence as the " joker " .. play mahjong with joshua , stella , sam..hmm.. think we play far far too slow loz.. Mr joshua is always keeping the cards we want.. * Whack*... Arh... he is far too good la.. predict what we want... hehe.. but still i am the BIG WINNER of the day...! haha.... with winning of only $6...! CAb back with sam n he drop off somewhere near west coast and he give me $20 la..! which is like i only need to pay $8 for me to cab from all the way from simei..! feel so bad... =(

happy birthday everyone..!!

Boring new year

2007-02-23T05:49:00.000-08:00

Haix... after 3-4 day of excitement... toda was a damm damm boring day for me.. nothing better to do.. but to give my heart and soul to teach tuition...! is like i only know like yesterda that they going to have a test on monday..! omg..!!!

Result will be on the 14 march.. half way through my laos trip..! don know if i will do well this time round a not.. especially on my PVL... PVL really kill alot of us.. alot of ppl put in alot of effort but i don even think i will did well.. , Pray hard for at least a B... i guess my dream of getting a GPA of more then 3 this time will be gone..! i hate PVL...

Going to laos on the 8 march -22march...miss me people..! is going to be 15days that i will be aways from singapore.. wonder if i will become a black characol when i am back in singapore.. and when i walk pass my friend no one will know who i am..! guess coming up will be alot of prepartion to laos trip thing.. meeting coming up and stuff.. n i have yet to go n collect my new passport loz..!!! Arh..!!! haha...

School going to start on 16 april...! and i have less then a month to look for job n stuff.. equally mean that i can might as well don find a job loz.. cos i might be involve in other things also..! like the cominf FOP n stuff...!

Chinese new year

2007-02-21T08:17:00.000-08:00

This year chinese new year eve was different .. cos finally i have my tuan yuan fan after 3 year.. after dinner went out with sis n friend to loyang to bai bai... On the way there was quite fun seeing then " racing " with their car .. well.. dangerous after all.. DON LEARN ar..! haha... Ater that went west coast park to see ppl eat maconald unitl 5am...

Chinese year year this few day was about the same routine.. play unitl very late and wake up quite early.. my house beocme the main gathering place for ppl to play poker n majong.. everyday the same few ppl ( most : 15 ppl ) come to my house to play... of cos $$ is involove.. they will not jus come to play for fun...! so mee n sis have to clear can and packet drink every now n then to make the place look clean clean the next morning...! chinese new year is a good time for gathering man.. everyone have off day...n the mood was like so good..! good time to make the friendship stronger... but the only one who lose $$ is of cos my parent.. they need to constant put new drink n buy new drink in the fridge to make sure that the supply is enough.. haha...

went movie with joe on the 2nd day of new year.. actually the movie not really nice.. n the place we sit is like so infront.. so kind of uncomforable loz.. but anyway still enjoy the movie..=)

Urban planning project

2007-02-08T06:22:00.000-08:00

Take a look at this video...! the project that my team put in alot of effort in doing... The whole video was done up by ourselves..! =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9P7u7KZqq1g

a sms might make u smile.. a sms might make u think.. but without the sms u might feel weird.. so is it good to recieve a sms ??

Sick

2007-02-07T05:18:00.000-08:00

Before ppl complaint that i never update i better update abit now..! hahaha..! Come up with plans to study.. but i never do it.. Feel so bad about it...! haix... Down with this very stupid flu...! cannot even concentrate on watchimg tv.. don even say study...! but there is a NO NO man...!Anyway i tottally have no confident in my PVL paper.. which is so call a "open book " exam paper which u can do nothing with book..! so sianz right... i totally feel so stuck in the module..! i don wanna even be pull down by this module.. but i am quite sure my GPA will be sure pull down by the weighttage 5 module..! haix.. how i wish i have renzhi brain ..! haha...!

Chinese new year coming...! So far shopping was going on fine except for one thing..! The top i buy got some don really goes with the bottom i have... well.. basically i don buy them together in one shop la.. but another thing is i don even know if i have a chance to go for some house visiting..! except for new year 1st day...!

Time pass fast ar... is another year of my single life... Feb14 reaching... , another lonley val with nobody by my side again.. maybe i should make myself feeel better to say that is a enjoyment of singlehhood ba... this year would be a totally different .. last year was fun.. at least i got a rose for the 1st time... this year... haha... i guess i should draw myself one..! one which will never die..! hehe...! Exam also coming..!! Good luck for all my Friend..! Ginnie , stella , junying.. work hard. n score a AD..!

Looking forward to Laos trip..! my first Oversea trip with my poly classmate n some year 1 student...! can foresee alot of FUN , LAUGHTER with them...! n worry too......Will anyone miss me for the 2 weekk.. ?? will u all miss me ???

=( plus =)

2007-01-16T17:06:00.000-08:00

* Empty*

" when u point your finger at other people... rememeber another thing....the other 4 face yourself "

anyway shopping was DAMM FUN with stella , junying yesterda at far east.. shop like more then 5 hours ... get a few things that i quite like.. Especially the jacket n skirt...! Arh... almost everything...! after shopping when to celebrate robin at Toapayoh..! nice food.. my first actual meal for the day man..! nice meal .. anyway

" Happy Birthday Robin "

=)

2007-01-10T18:36:00.000-08:00

Firstly sorry for not updating for so long...! was kind of busy this few day.. busy updating my school work unitl i have no time for my blog..! finally school reopen... recieve my result...! did okie only.. but then walking toward my target might be still abit far away ba..! atuallly quite hoping to get a " A" in my result this time..! is like tons of years since i got a A..! =)

this semseter only 5 week.. 5 week of sch project...! is jus so sianz.. , sometime u jus need to let people have a taste of their own medicine before they start to learn...! i hate being a devil who do that but nobody know how to appercaiate someone nice..., u do 10 good things yet no one will rememeber u... but when u do one bad thing people remeeber u forever..! anyway The semseter is ending liao..! i wonder how my iap will be....! wonder if i don't get in what i should tell myself...!

Was struggling to help people save their video into 2 Cd..! Cut unitl i angry... the video get too big.. sometime need more disc.. omg..!!! it almost kill my beauty night..!

" The Pot is calling the kettle black " .
..! haha.. i LOVE this sensetence..!

Kbox Day...

2006-12-30T19:34:00.000-08:00

k box day with ken , alvina , xuemin , weixian and lek toda...! was quite fun with them.. first time hear ken , alvina , xuemin sing.. and they can sing pretty well.. alot of joke was created inside.. hahaha.. letting the 2 person who always sing soft soft sing together... n forcing voice from other people out... lol..!

Anyway is being a very long time since i meet up with this great buddy of mine (ken)maybe like nearly 1year plus.. the time we work in taka.. was really a good memory.. a buddy which i never forget... haha...!happy that we still can chit chat like we always did...! is always hard to really find a good buddy hehe...! oh ya... feel kind of odd sia.. i seems to be catching up with alot of my friend this year..

Ken & Me

Alvina , Ken , Xuemin

Xuemin & Me

Night At The Museum

2006-12-28T08:52:00.000-08:00

When all the way to vivo jus to get someone to sign my timesheet...actually intent to watch movie at vivo.. but then the Q was freaking long... so me n joe decide to head back to jp to have our lunch and movie...! Night At The Museum was a fun movie... easy to understand ..! hahaha... laugh till my teeth almost drop sia..! love that stone which always say " dumdum friend.. " hehe...! so cute.. trex which run like a dog..! i though i already very mountain tortise liao.. but joe was even more mountiain tortise then me.. haha...! heng the movie was not that hard to understand...! after all it was a real nice day out..!

it has being raining n raining...! cool n cold weather.. .. but disturb my swimming plans..! i guess what make a good group of friend is when we once share the same dream..! moving towards the same target... that make the heaet come closer... n then we have endless topic to tok about..

a what make my best friend is becasue no matter wat happen we are true to each other.. we care for for each other no matter wat happen.. when u are sad.. i am always willing to go out n shang xin with u...i can keep quiet by the side to let u watch ths sky to let the tears run out with all u wan... my friend.. don worry.. no matter wat happen always rememeber.. by your side might not be me.. but by my heart is always u...! 24 hr on service fone... a 24 hr on service friend..

so what make the person i love ?? hmm.. is when the person appear n catch my tiny heart..

Working in Vivo.. Christmas...

2006-12-24T09:05:00.000-08:00

1st day and m last day working in vivo city... sound like i have being sack right.. but no la.. they jus need me for one day and so i am there for jus one day..! Actually i was dragging myself to work.. ! have no lunch n no break totally cos i don even know where to go wat to do if i need to go for a break.. n by the time i wanted to ask is about time to go home.. n so i decided not to even ask .. but jus stay and wait...Lol...! nice place to work at.. looking at those beer.. wine n stuff.. shifting it in n out to make sure it look okie and presentable...

Christmas celebration with wayne n gang...! Is always nice when ppl plan a outing during christmas.. so thanks for the day...! have my 1st real meal at crystal jade with them... , recieve chocoalte from wayne , guang.. thanks.. n also a very nice present from tong.. thanks thanks..! After dinner went shaun house.. again i was scare by rocky.. i still cannot forget my fear for dog..! =P... while the guys play game in the living rooom we girls was chatting our way happily inside shaun room.. haha.. ! * nice n good chat *

Every year santa give me new friend.. he also bless me good friendship ...! i treasure wat ever santa give me.. but i appercate more about his blessing for my friendship..! christmas is a season of giving.. i cannot give any exxpensive gift.. but i can only give all my friend my sincere heart in my friendship for u...!
* always be there for u *

to my friend : ( hopefully u know who u are) :

Alot of things i have repeat again n again.. too many time i guess.. to the extent that i guess i feel that i am so irrating to be pestering u...! decision is really yours.. to fight or not to fight... to gain or not to gain..! i really hope i can help u.. whenever u need advice i will be here.. my ears my mouth.. always be there for u..!

Actually have u ever wonder y things work this way ?? not to further ask does not mean u are wrong... but that does not means u are right.. u never know what is in a present unless u open it.. u cannot jus see the present wrapper as ugly n u throw the gift away without knowing how much effort the person put inside the gift.. ! same thing... when someone make a decison.. the decison might hurts.. however have u ever think of the good intention behind them?? have you ever give a chance for the gift inside to show how great is it.. ! i am no YOU.. i can't decide your feeling.. but pls.. think back for the good intention behind.. n ask WHYWHYWHY...

* scold me for being a KPO... i rather be the one who is being scolded.. then seeing u sad *

MY great Experience

2006-12-23T08:52:00.000-08:00

23 Decemeber is a day i will never forget.. During evening meet out with janicia , xuejing , debbie , ryan n his gf for dinner.. aactually i don really consider this as a dinner only.. but a good time for us to slack n slack....hee.. I guess is because all of us when throug alot together.. having the same dream at the same time... ! After dinner went to bugis for ice-cream but kind of sad .. sharon could not join us last min..., Chit chat alot there... was real fun la.. we seems to have endless topic...!

Here come the part where i cannot forget... After ice cream ryan decide to go back home to change as he don like to WEAR WHITE...! n me n debbie follow him while he is driving ryan suddenly ask id debbie know hwo to control the car .. n debbie say abit lo..! n suddenly ryan car went off.. n he announce that his car has no more petrol...! Me n debbie was like looking at each other thinking that he was kiddng...! in the end ryan have to push his car all the way from toapayoh interchange to SPC..., which was super super far away..! Me n deb was like laughing our way throuhg while poor ryan pushing the car at the back...! Actually feel quite bad for him.. offer to help him.. but he rejected.. Very nice i can say...

After topping up the petrol for the car heaeded to meet joe n edwin.. chit chat awhile at mac .. was like slacking our way through...! Toking about how we was bully by those " manager" last time..! n who has " Story" with who...! The gang seems to be back..., haha...! Reach home at nearly 3am.. n believe it a not.. not more then 9 hr i have to reach vivo city n report for work.. i seems to make use of my day right now..lol..! cab back with joe.. is always so nice to have people who stay near me.. i hate lonely ride home...

very happy to have this group of friend.. ! People who i always remember..! people i never forget.. " i love the way we look at each other "..., i guess... =)

Chalet

2006-12-22T01:28:00.000-08:00

~ Back from chalet...~

Chalet was pretty fun ... having very bbq food... Play heart attack with janice n gang.. was shouting n screaming at the top of our voice.. trying to fish thing out from each other.. haha..! Kind of sad.. at night most of them go home and only left with me , elina , eileen and joshua.. Talk through out the night with the 2 girls... haha... girls always like to chit chat ...! near like 5am or so... while all the others is sleeping went outside and sit down alone ... Weather was super good.. good time for reflection also..!Went home in the afternoon toda... Never eating anything until like 4plus jus now... Some reason behind y i never eat.. BAscially don feel like eating and also don want to disturb .. !

MY first christmas gift...

2006-12-20T05:27:00.000-08:00

Went out with Bk n zhenwei toda... everyone of us got our own things to settle.. zhenwei need to go n buy ballon for his IS... Bk need to go buy his "car" things.. i need to collect my uniform for my work on sun..! so kind of busy day for us.. dinner at KFC in jurong point... After dinner went to walk around at JP.. 3 over 19 year old poly student walking around kiddy palace playing with those kids toy.. drawing on those kids drawing board...! guess the 3 of us don have much childhood loz.. tats y we decide to play there..=)

Tml will be going to chalet.. back on friday... ! hopefully it will not rain tml... sat will be going out with sharon n gang .. super looking forward to this day... miss them alot alot alot...! hehe.. Sun need to work.. working at vivo city.. anyone wanna come n visit me??

Recieve my 1st christmas gift from mr lau.. very cute gift.. thanks u...! hehehe...!

Yeah..

2006-12-19T07:01:00.000-08:00

Intent to go out toda.. but the rain spoilt everything.. sianz..! hahaha... meet xuejing out for dinner toda... have a romantic dinner with her ... lol..!! Pretty nice dinner loz... what can girls do when the meet... of cos is tok n tok n tok... haha...I find a job.. the person is nice enough to employ me starting from 24..! hahaha...! all the way till sch reopen before the decide wat to do...!

Should i or should i not...??

2006-12-18T03:47:00.000-08:00

Should i work a not?? i seems abit busy this week... i am only able to work every other day.. where got this kind of "good" company willing to employ me.. haix.. sad.... this week got going out with my friend.. having chalet... out of 7 day now.. i only got like 4 day free... 15 day of holiday got like 3 project to complete... !!

Stella come all the way to jurong to discuss about the 2 project we going to do... haha.. all the way from simei... when to nail palace to do up our nail.. but guess we 2 sort or regert to go there.. they are trying all means to sell us the 200 over dollar package... so scary right..! haix.. they forget we are POOR student....

My Laptop is back to function.. the dell service people came down to change my keyboard for FOC.. there is the service i entitle for the 3 year of my poly life... so hopefully everything will work well after my 3 year of poly life..!

My Friend...!

hear something toda... not sad about it.. i jus feel ke xi for u 2... but no matter wat i still respect your decision ... if fate is there for the both of u i believe u 2 will be back together.. if there is no fate there is something call forever friend...=) i hope u are feeling better now.... i have a good listening ear which is always there for u....

night cycling

2006-12-15T21:53:00.000-08:00

it was night cycling...again we drive for like 52km again...lol.. actually this time round i don really feel the pain over my body... jus that was abit lazy n decided to took the lorry for a chort distance when someone take over my post to look out for cars...

this night cycling was actually quite fun and happening... quite a number of RARE case happen... anyway during the recee trip injure my back because of a sudden brack... knock into the metal bar behind me and cw come from the side and give me a big bang ... beofre i can react on my back pain.. my side start to pain... lol...inside the lorry we was like joking all the way lo... shouting "help..help"...calling out for those aunite standing at the road side...lol..things still goes on well through out the journey except for those RARE case.... guess the best part was that everyone drive very fast on the way back to pasri ris park....

but still i am super tired...

maybe going to start work on tuesday... hmm.. earn my $$ back... monday someone coming over to fix my lovely dell laptop... yesh yesh... it can be use soon....

common test

2006-12-14T02:40:00.000-08:00

yesh.. finally common test is finally over...! everything was so far so good except for one paper... PVL..PVL... a paper which all of make alot of effort to study but sort of studying is of totally no use... we are totally sabo by the chim chim english she use.. and the not get to the point qns...! haix......=(... actually this common test did not really spend time studying.. but this common test brought quite alot of us closer in the sense that we share all we know and teach each other... the feeling was real great...!

On tues after REL paper.. me , gin , stella have already when to have a short relax day for ourselves.. went down to T.B to walk walk.. hahaha... we even take neoprint.. but we still rememeber that pjm paper is tml...! haha.... btw congrat stella on getting her dream fone..

A memory of this sem class.. "2B02"

Stella , ginnie, juan

Good luck to pjm.. i love the thing i wear on my head... " bi Shen"

Look at my eyes... all " thanks" to stella

Something i want to say :

Again and again i say before what i want for my future boyfriend... but people seems to misunderstand what i say already... i cannot control what people say.. or i can stop what they all think.. but in real fact i don really care what others say...! all i want to say is... my future boyfriend must be someone who is mature enough to think for future.., gentlemen ( spare a thouhg for others)... look all this not important in real fact... but but i will prefer someone NOT FROM THE SAME COURSE NOW..... not because of anything... jus don PREFER... maybe i will change this in the future... but then i am very sure not now..

tml will be my IAP interview... really hope i cna get into IAP.... pray for me my friend.. i really don wan to do FYP.. i wan experience from IAP...!! anyway lots and lots of project undone... holiday = no holiday... but again holiday equal fun and work...!!!

* my laptop kepboard is spoilt.. the shift button that i am so use to it is spoilt.. delete button is spoilt also...!!! who can cure my laptop????

Common Test Coming...

2006-12-08T03:45:00.000-08:00

Common test is coming liao..! 2 more day...! Rememeber is jus 2 more day... monday going to have 2 paper.. actually spend quite a few day studying my PVL paper.. but that i somehow still can't get the point into my head... I feel so STUPID...! Only have SAt n sun to study for myIBS and PVL paper...! and other time will be for my other 3 paper...! Omg..! can i have more than 24 hour a day..=(

" CAn't people take comment... Respect the freedom of speech "

" Always rememeber when u use your finger to point at other people..! the other 4 finger is facing youself "

When will things be SOLVE ??

2006-12-07T06:21:00.000-08:00

When for interview on tuesday with Ber..! well.. quite sure i might got the job .. jus waiting for my common test to finish and i can start working..! however need to work during christmas and maybe new year...! Might miss out a lot of fun i guess..., Actually wondering if this year would be a lonely chirstmas for me..! no present.. no friend to spend with..! SAD right ??

This Sem is weird...! in the sense that suitation in the lect turn from weird n more weird...! starting to wonder if things might be solve one day .... haix..! maybe one day REB people should jus go n hit xiao ren right.. to hit away all the bad luck man...! PVL is really killing me...! trying to get the hand of it ASAP...! but then i am always making those silly mistake..! i feel so DAMM STUPID and SAD...! looking at how others is.. wondering is it i not clever enough.. or perhap i am jus not as hardworking ba...! waiting for the day tat the module is over....!

Count down to common test...! 3 more day only...!!

That is how i look like now..! =(

Charity Drive picture

2006-12-02T18:21:00.000-08:00

Picture During chairty Drive...!

My Event management Team..!

Division 3 member...! =)

My Event Management Game... ( Queen of poker )

Blowing the ping pong ballBLowing The ping pong ball to the require distance

Charity Drive

2006-12-02T05:31:00.000-08:00

Finally hold my Event management event ...! things run pretty well.., at least things that i worry did not happen.. Actually feel kind of bad.. cos is like the pooh bear stella contribute was already win by some uniform group ppl early in the morning.. the whole team seems so sad to let the pooh bear go...! Anyway things still run very to the extent that everyone did enjoy themselves alot... haha...!

Anywya the game and everything seems so easy to be prepare .. but in fact alot of small effort has already be put in..! time taken to design the poster n stuff... wrap the gift.. bringing the gift to sch...! Things always look good on its suface only..! haha...!

* blogger now got problem..! Cannot post pic.. pic to be post up soon..!

Close one eye

2006-12-01T05:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterda went to support Ryan singing competition at the cafe which i mention to have the super nice surrounding.., finally know where is exactly is.. is jus opp parklane mall... haha..! Actually was real fun over there with them.. crack around with xuejing And joe...! play around with joe menu which he need to work toda...! in fact we are suppose to vote for those who we think is good loz..! and we keep pee on each other vote...! haha..! was a real fun..! =P Congrat to Ryan ..! got into the final..!! cheers for him...!! haha...

Omg...! guess wat.. toda went to the toilet and come back to LT to discover some ppl have some verbal fight..! Verbal is more hurtful then physical hurt.. sometime people tends to forget their little tiny words hurt the other party... always though that things would get better in LT...! but seems like it got worse.., things always look good on the surface..! is ignoring those which u don wan to care so hard ? we are poly student .. though we suppose to be more of those who know how to think and not those who don know how to control our temper..! is all about anger management and to step a step back when time comes...!

Conflict

2006-11-27T05:32:00.000-08:00

Sometime we jus have to

" ignore what we don like , Care only what is worth to care about"
" understand the fact that we can't please the whole world... don expect the whole world to please u as well
think in the other part shoes..! things will get better..!!

Death notes / Night Cycling..

2006-11-25T06:46:00.000-08:00

Death note By Junying and zijuan

people who have watch death note b4 ... rememeber the scrreen where the guy put his pen in his bag to eat photo chip and use the pen to write the name ?? it was re-show in ngee ann sch library by zijuan and junying...!! haha...! Ophss~~ that was a lie anyway .. is because we are afriad of getting caught while eating in the library.. hence we keep the chips inside my bag...! Lol..! Great creation ?? oh.. don prasie us..! we are jus TOO BORED when rushing project

Night Cycling RECEE trip...!

Yesterda was Night cycling recee trip..! we are ask to cycle like 52 km around pasir ris , bedok , east coast park , endless road etc...! at 1st it was okie... but towards the end i think alot of us almost dieing already..! the distance was so so long...! we even have ti cycle up the high way.. simei fly-over...! my leg ,hand,back , butt was super pain... even i sit on the floor or i stand i still feel the great pain over my whole body...! towards the last part i feel so giddy.. feeling like the person infront of me flying or maybe my mind is the one which is flying...! when i saw the ending i jus Chiong all the way and lie down..!! my whole body feel so pain...! all over pain like mad..!! Arh...n rememeber i menetion is only a RECEE trip this time...*cry* which mean there is another actual day..!!

SAt...

2006-11-21T00:50:00.000-08:00

Saturday was quite a busy day for me i guess...beside working ( with astro boy) i also have to attend 2 bbq at west coast park organise by 2 differenty group of people...! 1st bbq was organise by jiaxin family.. 1st time joining people family bbq..Quite shy i guess , is like everyone i don't know... but her family member was really friendly... Oh ya.. have u ever attend a bbq which simply has everything ? is like the water u wash hand even have lemon inside , if moquito come near you , u will have things to chase it away... if u wan to flip the fish u bbq the things is also there... Here come jiaxin 4th aunt great invention .. This is make to make the fish get cook faster ..LOL..

Here Come the Super nice food...! I did not cook anything toda.. simply jus sit there and enjoy

After that went to Fusen 21 birthday bbq...! At first poor them book the wrong bbq pit.. can u imagaine booking a bbq area which u need to bring your own bbq pit there? luckily they are quick enough to book another one at area C...! In the middle some masty thing happen la..! the day was alomost spoilt by this uncle..!! Arh...!!! went we reach area c , thier bbq was like kanna use by other people , and is like we are using pit 13 .. but pit 13 is use by pit 14 ppl.. pit 15 peole use pit 14.. Anyway jus a family memeber there who never book pit n use the pit over there...! BBQ was fun with them as well.. how can that be not fun with those joker beside u ... lol..! Sunday Work again..! super tired.. totally don have the mood to do..!!

Anyway i quit my job liao..! too stress up by project , assigment , common test ,event coming up.. Really cannot tahan the stress..! even joshua complaint that i start to have SAD face in school...! in fact don really bear to quit this job with fantatic pay la..! but then no choice..! haix...!!! how i wish everything could be in my way.. this will be carry out in the way i want it to be...how i wish that i have 10 hand to finihs everything in one short.. But i can't..! believe me if i have a choice i would rather do it myself...!!

What do u think ??

2006-11-17T06:50:00.000-08:00

Copy from one of the e-mail...! RED is what the e-mail say... orange is how i feel...! =)

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
- Love me for who i am...!
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
- meet too much people who is not worth my tears...! Mr "A" waste my tears on u for the most , Rememeber everything u have done to me.. but still thanks u for being there at my lowest time.. Mr "B" Someone who pull me up n drop me down..! Hopefully i will not waste my tear again
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
- will i meet anyone who love me with all they have??
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
- I have alot of friends..! and i love them like mad..., although i always say i am surround with sad friend , becasue all my friend will tell me how sad they are...! but then no worry..! ZIJUAN is always around for u...
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
- Experience b4 so near yet so far ?? i experience b4... but then i have learn to move on ..!seeing the person u like right infront of u telling u how much he love someone else..., that is a most sad part u have to smile n console him with tears in your broken heart.. knowing that he will go one day .. all he like about u is the listening ear y0oou have
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
- Fall in love with my smile please...! don make me FROWN...!! i don;t wan to have a juice sucker face .. juice sucker = suck up people energy
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
- will there be someone??
Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
- i am not a good person or someone good i guess...! thats y i meet so many suay thing in life..! Learning to love myself more and change for better.. i am not the best , nobody is prefect..! but then give me a chance to be prefect .. give me time to change..

Here come my Thinking...!!!

What goes around comes around
- how good you are to a person one day someone will do the same do u... ! sometime step behind and think on other people shoes...! always ask yourself..." what if i am him/her".. don make use of people good intention to you .. you never know one day the person who is good to you might just walk away...!

Thats ALL...!!!! =)

Sushi Day..!!

2006-11-11T19:09:00.000-08:00

Went to eat sakae sushi at SIMEI toda...! Feel so Full..! but this time round don have the 9 for 9 over at simei so have to count plate by plate...! went With stella n he brother and also waiting for "my friend" to come..! stella was like keep asking who my friend is...guy or girll.. call wat name..! and i have to say is my another friend.. sort of sad..! so ask her out for a lunch..! =P..! after not long funally "my friend " arrive and it turn out to be MINGSHEN....! hahaha..! wat a surpise right ?? Stella was like keep laughing n laughing.. with her whole face turn red la..!

Stella Eat all this.....!! with me..

After sakae walk around simei to spend the time before we could go back to ngee ann for junying production...! Reach ngee ann super early to collect ticket from junying and pass to her friend...! was like some tour guide guiding ppl where conversation centre is...! and how to meet me.. when can go in..!! haha...* junying u owe me a treat* Actually was sitting infront with stella n mingshen but poor terence was so lonely and so move to right back to sit with him..! but after the 1st dacne... Really cannot tahan..! never wear spec so i decide to ps terence and move back to my organial seat...=P Over all nice performance jus that the MC sort of tok too much and in the end the whole programme turn out to be very DRAGGGGGGGGG...!!
While going out of ngee ann we walk the wrong way and turn out to walk a BIG round loz...! Climb up the stairs.. climb down... ! and my leg was like so super pain ( due to the challenge )...!!! =(... from the walking around ngee ann thing i learn something....
" don alwasy follow the person infront of u "

Challenge

2006-11-10T05:23:00.000-08:00

TOda went for the challenge organise , It was quite fun... we are suppose to go through those race... and is only after u complete then u can go for anther round to accumate as many point as possible and is sort of u have to gather the total score and in the use the score to bid the 3 prizes..! Yeah...! We manage to win like 2 prize out of them loz... think because my team mange to score the 2nd or 3rd highest ....!! haha... n when it come to the biggest prize... mr yang team jus keep quiet until the bid go up to 45...! n they shouted 50...! is like no one has highest score then them n in the end they manage to win the biggest prize..!

After the game when to clementi to have dinner and also to JP tpo buy shoes..! manage to get a shoes..! Quuite like it...!!! *muack* tml going got junying nra production..! should be quite a nice day with my day keep busy again...!

ALL THE BEST JUNYING..!!!