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c Wednesday, May 30, 2007 d

One paper down

Bit paper was done today... know my result.. haix.. did not do really well.. in fact did not really preapare well for this paper... Arh..! a alarm for me to remind me to work harder for all my other paper.. Arh... 5 paper more to go... !!! don't know well.. this sem seems like not working that hard.. abit slack in fact.. jus not into the common test mood at all sia..!! is it becasue we have done too much test till the feeling n stress over test is gone ? or i jus start to turn to becoming to have a attitude that " i can't be bother "..!!!

5 paper to go ...! BQC , BRF , BMD , REI , REF...!

yes..! i must study liao.. at least starting from tml... which is still abit too late... i must keep remind myself that fun will come straight after the test...!! haha...~ paper would last till thurs.. blog might rot all the way till very late before next update is done..!

imisshim...~
he is sick.. ~ yet he is working ~ must take gd care of youself ...! my test is coming , meeting u lesser.. hehe.. for like no meeting for 3 days... ya..! is short.. but you are always on my mind..!

LittlePrincessJuan 3:48 AM
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c Monday, May 28, 2007 d

Common test

8 more day to common test.... asking myself if i have confident in this coming test... well.. my answer is I DON'T KNOW... work seems to be easy but at the same time diffcult... to only blame that i am not wokring hard since day 1 of class ba... lol..! ARH...! I have to spend more time with my book after wednesday.., revise revise and more reivse...! hehe...

my lovely laptop is sick.. Dell has come to change hard disk , mother board and wireless card toda.. haix.. it seems to be a total new laptop now... with every parts inside new i have to download everyhting again.. but my wireless still not able to work now.. !!!!! have to wait for tml before someone come n fix it again... hehe.... so WAIT again ba...!

i feel like i am a happy little girl now... cos i have you while other don have it....

LittlePrincessJuan 6:46 AM
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c Thursday, May 24, 2007 d

Our 100days

is a 100 day we got together... after my class at 1pm meet him and went over to citylink there for lunch.. Well.. actually is a very very nice lunch.. especially with him around.. haha... watch our 2nd movie finally..! ( we hardly watch movie!!) haha.. seems so so long before we have catch a movie... " 28week later".. well nice but scary movie..! actually it somehow keep repeating the same thing over n over again which aso scare me over n over again... don know y ar.. we always watch very bloddy show together.. but is always good to have someone to grab on when you are scare...! hehe... 100days = 3month plus... being with someone who u start to like n care everyda.. is really amazing... seems like a special miracle in my life that i meet someone who i feel special to me as day pass by.... ! haha....!

to know someone sincere care about u... someone would help u whenever u are down.. is really a smile in my heart... maybe someone special is not easy to come by.. or maybe u might not even see it come by u unitl u miss it.. i don wan regert in my life.. i decide to hold on.. cause i know this xinfu belong to me...! n i hope this would be a lasting xinfu



something from him...!

something to comment on even though is non of my business..! i don even care if u guy would see or even come to my blog.. but since is MY BLOG i have the right to blog anything i want.. n if u are unhappy then pls look at the top right hand corner of your window.. press the cross over there..!!

have anyone wonder wat is the real story behind everything... nobody will point the finger at themselve to say is their fault .. they only know how to see the cover of things and start to comment n comment about things that is not on their way... but do they ever know that sometime if we would to see it as a big picture and accept it things would be different ( STOP BEING SO NARROW MINDED).. do u guys know no matter wat decision is make there is ppl who will be unhappy ... there is ppl who wan to complaint... but if people would to COMPROMISE... things would change.. wat do u gain by doing all this ? a name for youself.. to make someone xishen to prove that your fight is right.. y not put youself in other ppl shoes n think.. before asking ppl to put themselves in your shoes.. don think we year 3 student has nothing better to do but to sit there n listen to all your things.. maybe u are right in your own thinking n gang that wat ever u voice out is right.... but we can;t please the whole world.. there is only one apple..!! if everyone wan the apple.. by the time u snatch it the apple might be injure... n more hurt will be cause..!! if u sincere care about how well the society is going to be all u need is to respect n work together.. is not about that few person to make a socetiy complete.. is about ALL who is in it.. , don always thing being at the top is the greatest... all they have is a nice name in front and carrying alot of shit behind them....! is like i rather choose to be the one who attend camp then to be the one who organise camp.. cos ppl who attend camp .. attend n go... but ppl who organsie is the one who do EVERYTHING n yet have to be the one who ppl hate at the end of the day...

LittlePrincessJuan 1:59 AM
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c Sunday, May 20, 2007 d

Finally..!!!

Yesh..! finally the video for EPM is done..! one project down again.. but same thing BQC is still giving me headace man.. is like so hard to do and all...! omg..!! i think is really time to go find mr thomas tan for serious help... n yes..! i would be prepare for his Scolding..! hehe... anyway time to prepare for common test very soon... like maybe after wednesday i would start to prepare and to get my BQC PROJECT done asap..!! alot of doubts to ask mr thomas tan..!!

Spend sometime with deardear on sat and sun..! before he went to work at 6pm.. nice day although we never go out..! how weird we are right.. not to go out totally on weekend.. Reason being we nothing to do when we are out... !! lol.. mahjong session with joshua , stella and him on sat and to have some talk with him toda.., finding out things that happen before we even got together..! haha....! *funny*funny*
First pic we took after i cut my hair...!

this is nice.. but don seems to look like me in the pic..!


Recently in school ppl keep look and me n ask " Cut yout hair ar ??"...
my reply was " nono! hair drop"
Actually do recieve quite good comment on my new hair style..! people say that i look abit weird on the front.. some say look younger...( i hope i am not trying to act young ).. some say look more fresh..! all i know is more cooling with this hairstyle... hehe..! maybe a new try after so long of trying to maintan my hair length ...

LittlePrincessJuan 4:37 AM
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c Saturday, May 19, 2007 d

myemoday

this post should be post up 2 day ago.. but then too emo to post anything up.. i actually don wish to post it up.. cos it seems to be like one f the rare thing i would post to remind ppl of my upset.. but yet i choose to post.. to rememeber and thanks those who are there...

tat few day was really a miserable day for me.. suddenly feel emo every now and then n it seriously affect alot of things.. my serious mood swing over sch work... and also lots n lots of negative thinking which was jus to protect myself from being hurt... i know tat is selfish.. i know i should not think that way... but things is not like this in my heart... i hate myself for think all that... luckily i have people to talk to and share the problem with... their word of encouragement really make a different...

i know things would be smooth if i don't think so much...
but please give me time to gain back that little confident in me..
it has not being in me all along.... i know with your words it would make a different..
but all i need is jus a longer time to gain more....
i don want to be unfair to you.. simple reason is u matter somehow in my heart...

but anyway emo has gone in me ... cos i complaint too much.. let it go ..let it go... i hope it don't come back.. but if it ever come back friend pls give me the same support again... cos your suppport make a different in me.. i know sometime i don really need that encouragement.. cos that encouragment seems to be a an wei because I AM YOUR FRIEND...! but all i need is a listening ear to hear all my complaint n nag...! and to give me a pat on my shoulder to make me feel happy that my friend is there for me..!

c Tuesday, May 15, 2007 d

One project down

My EPm Project team mates
Finally Wisp project is down...! this Is module is liek weightage so small but then we have to put in so many work.. at least i think we did quite well for it i guess.. After Wisp went for epm class and finally oour video is taken with Wenjie as the " Joker" of the video .. hmm..! quite nice i guess.. hopefully when the video is done up we could really achieve good mark for it..!! After video end went to Jp with ginnie , stella , roy and meet up with dear to have macdonald.. hmm.. joke n crack at macdonald for like 1 hour before the 4 of them left for different things..

Common test is coming soon...! We got so much to study...! Arh..Arh....!!

Recieve news thats val dad jus pass away... kind of sad to hear that.. someone who we always see now is gone.. hear from val that her dad hold on because of her.. n she manage to speak her last word to him.. Val.. hope u get over to soon..

Just for you :
i never though that you would count the days.. but then it really means quite alot to me when u say it.. at least i know u care.. more to come.. no worry.. 23march i will sure rememeber..! hehe.. nothing is more important then seeing u happy dear...

LittlePrincessJuan 8:59 AM
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c Monday, May 14, 2007 d

Short hair now

Guess what thing i decide to do on sunday ?? went for a hair cut...!! n now my hair turn to look short...! but actually length still about the same jus that it was super layer...!! hmm.. don know if i should regert on the decision on cutting this hair..!! but one thing for sure.. even REGERT also no use..!! some say i look like a secondary school student now...!! some say long nicer.. some say like that better... hmm..What do u think ??My New hair..
Amanda And juan
Juan And Ginnie
quite busy this week.. lots n lots of things to do... again it come to odd week this week..!
tml will be due dat for wisp presentation..! things was quite done after the meeting up toda.. tml going to reach sch at 7.30am for the last min discussion.. and also tml have to take video for EPm..! and there is this BQC which is with alot of question mark..! i wan to look for mr thomas tan .. but i scare he would nag at us... =(
nice tok with u over the fone yesterda night.. although qns i ask seems abit silly .. but then is really something i wan to find out... hehe.. count down to thurs.. i miss u as well.. count down to your off day.. finally see your comment on my friendster.. haha.. hope it would not be the only one u drop...
( hand n heart which is more important u should know now)

LittlePrincessJuan 4:55 AM
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c Saturday, May 12, 2007 d

2 Round of mahjong Session

nice sat without touching my book at all..! enjoyable day as well...2 round of mahjong session over at stella house , with joshua , taizhi and stella ... hehe.. nice day out there actually .. joke and play mahjong with the 3 of them... n i win some $$.. hehehe.. pizza over at stella house .. feel quite bad sia.. make her treat , next time going to treat her back... =) lots of joke created at stella house... overall real great day out, althouhg no shopping is done ...

meet up with dear for lunch and travel down to stella house , and then at night travel to meet him again back home... hehe... at least not so lonely when i am on my way back... actually was intenting to go to his work place de.. but by the time i reach there... he already finish work.. so jus waited for him at the mrt station... =)

yesh.. is the 3rd month we got together when the clock strike 0308am...! haha.... lots of things have change through out this 3month.. from leading a single life for like5year plus till i have u.. hehe... is all postive things that happen n always some negative things that go through m mind.. i know i have being thinking too much.. but is u who always give me the patient then other ppl really can't give... =) .. the happeniess u bring me.. hopefully u also recieve the same happiness i bring to u.. i know is never the same, never enough like those u bring me.. but u really make me feel like i am a princess.. *love*love*

LittlePrincessJuan 10:26 PM
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c Friday, May 11, 2007 d

hmmm...

well... schoold getting more and more busy now.. lesser time for others things again... i know when it come to school work i tend to get easily stress up n angry.. but pls pls believe me , i am not angry but anxious that things might not get well... i got nobody to help me..!! =( ... well luckily i have Stella who was sweet to get me sweet to cheer me up on this stressful school life now... i guess i need more time to handle with stress around me... sometime is just so sianz to know that i have work undone... n more is coming up.. to rush for dateline.. even u wan to give yourself a place to breath is just so hard...school now was like fill up with Quizz , project , tutorial.. this would really pack me up for my 2 week term break ba...

i wan to nag again..! i have 5 paper on my common test week....!!! n is like 4day 5 paper with 2 paper in one day which is so super pack...! Arh...!!!!! but good thing is i am able to make it to dear friends chalet... which means a good enjoyable time after my common test.. but i can predit that i might not be that good temper around that period.. hopefully i will not explo infront of other ppl...!! but even i do please forgive me..i don like exam.. tats y i choose to clear all exam in one sem.. so u don see me explo 2 time one year.. haha...

Bqc lesson almost kill me toda.... when in late de to the super JAM all the way..! when i enter he was like explaining something that i totally never see before.. hopefully someone in the class really understand wat Mr thomas tan was toking about...!!

meet up with dear at jp for awhile... walk around Jp to get something for mum , ahhua aunite and stella mummy... happy that mum n ah hua aunite like the stalk of "flower".. haha.. as usual mum also get excited over recieving flower on special day.. =) thanks dear , i know u wish to spend more time with me.. but no worry.. is okie to meet lesser time.. as long as the time we meet we enjoy..! ... after he went to work stella n joshua reach jp.. as usual we tok awhile n gossip..! hehe..


tml a rest rest day i hope...!!

LittlePrincessJuan 4:43 AM
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c Tuesday, May 08, 2007 d

Arh..!!!! TUITION

This 2 day is nothing but TUITION.. TUITION & TUITION..!! Is like so tired and boring... to face the same person telling them the same thing again n again.. n they keep forgetting wat ever the teacher teach them in school... after asking them if teacher got teach they can reply "NO" .. until i flip through the textbook to show them they did somework on it they told me " forget".. is like Omg... i am so anxious about how they perform n yet they are realxing about it..!! toda last day before their exam..! Arh.. i wan to have some fresh air!!! n toda is tuesday suppose to end sch early n maybe go out walk walk with stella like we always do.. but i have to be back home to teach tuition n stella have duty to do in sch..! So sad right.. we seems to be SO SUPER BUSY... stella take care WOR..!!!! haha... i know u going to kill me...

i seems to have 4ever uncomplete work although i have being doing the work everyda... but everyday there is something to stop me from doing it.. ! stupid MEL was down since sunday until yesterda night.. i have to do my 2 quizz until nearly 12am before i can make myself feel i am safe to sleep...! tutorial not complete.. project going to be due...!! haix.. can i multi task ?? Eee..! i need some fresh air to have fun n forget about sch work..! n maybe Tomorrow. i will not touch anything from the sch... !!! (and see i put maybe because work might come out tml again )
REST REST REST..!!

got to meet up with dear for like 30min after my class at Jp... did not plan to meet but we happen to be around there... so yup.. jus meet n tok tok for awhile before i head home n he head for work... he seems to always have work to be done after his work.. haix.. NO OFF DAY somemore.. haha...! but no worry.. is okie for me... jus don get too tired will do.."idomissyou".. =)

LittlePrincessJuan 2:01 AM
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c Saturday, May 05, 2007 d

Deardear off day

Went over to deardear house toda for steamboat to pre celebrate mother day for his mum... n this werid piggy call n tell me that i could go over already... and i went down stair to discover that he is actually waiting for me under my block to pick me up * surpise * .. actually feel abit weird when he call me.. tell me that i don need 20min to reach his house n stuff... hehe... after lunch went to bugis... deardear got his bag finally .. shop shop around, meet up with cheewei n shuang before we went back to jurong to meet up with xiaopang


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Shirt that he buy for me... *thanks*
after sending cheewei n shuang back to my house , Meet up with xiaopang and went for dinner at jurong point pizza hut... quite nice dinner except certain part (not to be mentio, )... hehe... Went for bowling... and i win the FRIST game..! haha.. Look at the score below... hehe...

A = Alan aks xiaopang , ZJ = zijuan , Z=zhenyong (dear)
my 140 score..!!
Taken over at the bowling alley (me n him)

n guess wat... after bowling session dear n xiaopang get so exicted over that catch bear bear machines and start catching bear like a challenge for each other.. one person one time.. 1st time xiaopang try.. follow by dear n he mamage to catch one mickey using his $2... while xiaopang catch his 2 lovely bear at the price of $20... haha.. mickey is now a permant resident in my house
The zhan li pin of the day..!

Really a very nice day out toda... although we got abit missing on the way to bugis.. but just treat it as a car ride around ba...totally enjoy myself to the fullest... so hard to have him to have a weekend off ( the 1st weekend we can go out after we got together ) and to go out to buy something.. hehe... well.. although we are different.. we seldom watch movie .. but we still manage to enjoy ourselve with Tv show.. haha... thanks dear..*Love* don spend so much $$ next time although u say long long one time ..
tml would be my quizz day...!! tuition day...! alot of things to be done tml.. tutorial... research on project...! there is always time to enjoy n time to study.. don wish to play too much in the end result turn bad.. n mum will scold scold..
Fordearestberber: cheer up, it sad to see my cheerful lady like this.. there is always ups n downs.. but rememebr no matter wat we are always here with u okie.. my house door everyda open bigbig for u to come in n tok with me... tc

LittlePrincessJuan 9:20 AM
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c Thursday, May 03, 2007 d

Presentation

Finally the REF presentation is over.. suddenly feel so relax.. no more STRESS coming from the project... looking at the amount of slides people have for the project.. it almost make my group sort of depress.. is like we only have 21 slides coming from 3 person while others have like 40over slides... haha... But Still i think we did quite nice.. at least teacher never ask us alot of qns.. n maybe is because we don have aot of things for teacher to ask.. cos we have LIMITED RESOURCE on our slides... =) Still got a few Quizz that i haven do yet...!! hmm.. time needed to do.. sunday best timing..! =p

Do i look like guaiguai Girl here.. ?? haha

Ginnie Formal Wear

Amanda And Juan Formal Wear
Anyway my group is the group that dress the less formal de loz.. haha.. other group dress so formal that we look so normal.. but still when we walk around the school alot of people ask why did we wear unitl so nice.. so the whole day we 3 have being repeating the word
" PRESENTATION"

Some random pic that we took over the week..!

Miss junying and Me..! Take care of your leg ba.. somehow miss your face in class wor.. we only have 4hr of Lt the same.. but the whole week 4 hour we did not see each other..! =(

This is my sweetie Sis tinghui..! hehe... taken outside mind cafe that day.. keep forget to upload it.. n Here is it now...! Yeah..!! Sweetie sis i know u facing alot of unhappiness in sch almost everyda... but hope a small happiness happen in sch for u everyday also.. ! u got me around in the school... * Smile always*
Just for u... * piggy*
I miss u everyda...!
although we don have time to meet always..
but my heart has not forget u for every moment...
Every sms is a smile in my heart...
don worry about not meeting often
Absent make the heart grow..

LittlePrincessJuan 4:58 AM
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c Wednesday, May 02, 2007 d

i am full of complaint...

I am so freaking tired..

Sch work is stacking up everyda... before we could even complete one the other come.. Project with alot of question mark.. unsolve .. detail not being able to be found.. dearest teammate is working so so hard to fnd detail for it... jus for a 5% project.. sometime i just cannot help but to ask myself again n again.. issit a right choice to go the IAP road n giving me so many stress in one sem... although it give me one semseter to clear everything.. but is adding me a double stress ...! Arh.....! Everyda i pull my tired body to school and back to home again.. Recently tuition kids having exam sooon... i need to spend more time with them... but my body is not giving me that encouragement.. everytime i lie down my eyes simply close.... Arh...!!! i guess is only for this week... or i should say is on every odd week.. cos every odd week my lesson end like 5pm on the last 3 day and it end 4pm on monday... tuesday is the only happy day....!!!
IS JUST A BAD WEEK...!!! i LOVE EVEN WEEK EVEN MORE NOW... =)

All that encourage me to school is to see my dearest friend... and to complete one semester without anymorre worry... hoping to spend more time in school with them.. is like my last 4month to aug when exam start...! Lesser days in sch... !!

LittlePrincessJuan 8:05 AM
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c Tuesday, May 01, 2007 d

First and LAST day

The survey job almost kill me toda...
it totally give me a very weird pressure although i am given authority to do it but then the pressure when everyone is looking at u with weird eyes n stuff almost kill me ... they don even know we are suppose to be there even with alot of explanation .. they simpily can't understand at all... =( it almost make me cry when i was working there for that 2hour... i just hope i could finish my wokr fast n get it over n done with.. i can say that the job is simple. the money is easy to earn.. but then is never nice to have ppl staring at u..!! well... i decide to not take up the job.. n yanjun has to help me complete all the other 8 location ... Well.. i did feel bad for letting him clear all.. hmm.. but he say that he is okie with it... so anyway.. Big THANK YOU for yanjun

i though i would never cry.. until i hear your voice which give me alot of secure.. alot of anwei.. it help me alot to have you talk with me all the way back from bishan all the way till boon lay... thanks dear.. i never though i am so not strong until u appear... =)

LittlePrincessJuan 6:50 AM
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Picture we took @mind cafe...!
Birthday celebration .. surpise...


Do the look like they are cutting some wedding cake ?? omg.. Look weirong eyes almost is gone when he smile.. haha... anyway the cake taste quite nice , maybe becasue i am hungry ba.. =) I give weirong to Stella... n give stella to weirong on their birthday.. Ribbion is tie for decoration
The whole Group of us

The Girls..!

Sushi day ( 27 April ) with ginnie and Stella when me and ginnie lesson end after one hour...
So shitty right... we reach sch to find out that we only have one hour of lesson .. poor mr thomas tan is sick and monday lecture was also cancel..!


My 2 most important friend in poly..!

The amount of plate we eat...!

it was stella treat.. so damm paiseh...! she treat us because she claim that it was her birthday..! So odd right.. where got ppl birthday go around n treat people de ?? hmm.. anyway she is our weird friend.. but we still LOVE her...!

LittlePrincessJuan 4:22 AM
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