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Saturday, May 19, 2007
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this post should be post up 2 day ago.. but then too emo to post anything up.. i actually don wish to post it up.. cos it seems to be like one f the rare thing i would post to remind ppl of my upset.. but yet i choose to post.. to rememeber and thanks those who are there...tat few day was really a miserable day for me.. suddenly feel emo every now and then n it seriously affect alot of things.. my serious mood swing over sch work... and also lots n lots of negative thinking which was jus to protect myself from being hurt... i know tat is selfish.. i know i should not think that way... but things is not like this in my heart... i hate myself for think all that... luckily i have people to talk to and share the problem with... their word of encouragement really make a different...
i know things would be smooth if i don't think so much...
but please give me time to gain back that little confident in me..
it has not being in me all along.... i know with your words it would make a different..
but all i need is jus a longer time to gain more....
i don want to be unfair to you.. simple reason is u matter somehow in my heart...
but anyway emo has gone in me ... cos i complaint too much.. let it go ..let it go... i hope it don't come back.. but if it ever come back friend pls give me the same support again... cos your suppport make a different in me.. i know sometime i don really need that encouragement.. cos that encouragment seems to be a an wei because I AM YOUR FRIEND...! but all i need is a listening ear to hear all my complaint n nag...! and to give me a pat on my shoulder to make me feel happy that my friend is there for me..!